Today is baby&i anniversary , this time is our two years two months . Didn't celebrate , as i got school . & i believed there's no need every month anniversary celebrate , or else seem not that special anymore . Yesterday we had a small tiff , i really don't understand why now seem like i always the one giving & he is always the one taking . I believed we shall take turn give&take . I also had no idea where go wrongly , it seem always right at first , but it always turn so wrongly after i realised . My thinking is even we're together 123456789years & so on we shall treat each others like how we used to be . & not become that attitude like you don't wish to care!
Today we had fights again , not surprisingly . Every relationship come with ups&downs . Sometime good sometime bad , as long we back in one again . Seriously maybe i asked from you too much , or maybe you giving me to lil . When we are quarrelled this afternoon we sound so unhappy being together , i told you that " Your door always open for me , mine too . If you really unhappy to be with me , i also don't to stay you anymore , you can just say & leave. " I know that this sentence hurt you by seeing my text , but it hurt me more by typing it .
I really wish time can rewind by to that very moment when we just met , feel so great & so enjoying . No doubt to getting even closer step with you . But now , whenever i do i think once & twice . I think carefully , i don't wish at the very end all turn out so wrongly . Last time , you're always the one saving this relationship , & then my turn saving our relationship , now we both are not . You're tired of this & I'm sick of such thing .
Maybe we shall let go this time if not i hope we were be better . Or else say goodbye to our relationship .
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE