Insecure & Unsure
已经找不到理由不去爱你
Sometime i turn to be very paranoid , but i also had no idea why . I always hope time can really turn back to that very moment when you & me was just in love . Every single time with you seem so great , that kind of feeling just can't simply be describe by words . The time , you could get worry about me whenever i didn't reply your texts or pick up your calls . To the time , that you could whisper to me " i love you! " every single night before sleep . The moment that , i can't sleep & you could pat me til i'm asleep although you were tired . To the day , that you could turn morning to night become so sweet just only for you & me . To the night , that you hugging me so tightly that i could be stop breathing at anytime . & when i'm hungry in the midnight you could just simply wear a t-shirt&pants quickly went down to buy some finger-food for me. To the time that you could hold my hands tight , when we were walking down the path. There's so much , so much for me to say for me to remember . I know we had together already two years plus , things will changed , do you & i . But why do everything seem like changing so fast & so much? Now that , i hardly heard three words from you . Now , you often fall asleep before me . Everything changed that make me feel so insecure about your love & so unsure about our relationship. I don't know why , sometime we can seem so sweet , so sweet that people could envy us , but sometime can turn so cold that we could like friends . 三分钟热度 , i don't trust that being together long, then don't need to be sweet . You're a good boyfriend , but maybe as i said i wasn't a good girlfriend ? Maybe time passed , it means already passed . I only can hope tomorrow we could be better . Sometime , you make me so confused about all these things , i know myself that i can't lost you so right now i still holding on to wait for you to understand.
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE