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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 6:53:00 PM

My lovely Baby & Juniorboy




All of you can SEE :D Junior's Daddy so sayang him also , like how i sayang him . Nowadays spend alot of time with baby & our JuniorBoy of cze JJ too (; Baby was so obsessed with the game that i snapshot he also didn't notice . LAUGHS* Juniorboy sleeping so soundly . But JJ sleeping ways was more funny than Juniorboy ! SEE? He split his legs while sleeping . SILLYBOY* Let's pictures do the talking (;





Monday, April 26, 2010 8:19:00 PM

Be mature






I didn't went sch today was on mc with baby . This sat will be watching movies ! watch both ip man2 & iron man2 :D can't wait ! will be watching with Jeff&Jessmin . :D Tmr will back to school . I'm urging to buy a similar iphone clothing wish baby brought for me . I loves it alot but spoilt . ); So I'm finding now . (; gonna buy dinner with baby ! hungry*

Found out some funny things , it been so long yet then you post . Don't be childish , act as your age . What i want to do , it's none of your business isn't it? I won't be childish .




Saturday, April 24, 2010 5:21:00 PM

I always pretend I'm happy .
Afterall , i really give up on being pretending . Is not that easy !




Today i realised I'm not that cup of tea for you!~

Nowadays i feel that i had been all the while pretending I'm happy . Sometime , i do thought that I'm really happy . But i was wrong ! In our relationship maybe we lack of respect . Which is the most important in a relationship . I swear i respect you at all time . No matter what , i told myself if i still want to carry on this relationship i must have basic respect for you . But everything seem to go so wrongly , the way you speak to me with a harsh tone . You told me you was in joking mood . Yes , few times i could believe it was just a way of joke . Differently , it's already so many times , that i don't remember how many times! I told you i don't like the way you speaks to me , yet you shout ad me " say you're like that , if cant accpect then too bad " . Yes , i can't . So i'll speaks the way you do !

People out there , sometime will feel jealous about us that we been together so long . But i believe every relationship there's a problem lie on . So i can't only blame you , but WE! There will be no relationship without any problem . I get pissed off the way you speaks to me , but i forgive&forget it .   But you can't expect me forgiving you to talk to me this way at all time isn't it ? You told me you was tired & enough ? I think i deserve to say this more than you . I know no one is perfect , i accept this point . But i don't think your imperfect is the way you talk . Everyone do have attitude but not giving all time . 

Sometime i feels so weird , you can get pissed off , why can't i ? I feel like tears out , but not this time i promise . Because this time you don't deserve me to tears for you . I know just now my words to harsh so I'm sorry but do you know where's your mistake ? Honestly i truly give up on you & this relationship . I know i don't bear to leave you , mostly the reason is our juniorboy  , but i won't let him to control our relationship . I know he wants me to be happy too . This time i tears not because of you , is our Juniorboy . No matter what I'll bear with it till his first year old .  I defiantly will . 

I really so pissed off wanted ask you FUCK OFF ! You make me so hate you now . Maybe you guys will feel what i say was being childish but i really feel that . I won't relay on you from now onwards . All people comes & goes . One day , you were also be the one of them . I'll give in from now til 20th of July . ); 

You'll never be the one &
I'll never be that cup of tea for you ~ 




Monday, April 19, 2010 9:04:00 PM

Be satisfied what you can have & not compare with people whereby you no have.



Above the phrase is baby last time used to tell me , being as a human we must be satisfied what we can have now or future , & not comparing with others whereby you don't even have it . This sentence make me understand that , if you could like to compare with other people , there will be no ending . Because there's too much things to compare , & slowly you won't be happy about your life . Because you will slowly feels you left out this & that .  People out there used to say this "人比人气死人" . For what being so unhappy ? I agreed that there's time when you get jealous about people . Just for a while that's enough . If you really want it , then work harder for it/& not saying some nonsense words (; I learnt not to compare with people , but have you?




4:49:00 PM

Junior Boy


That's my junior boy :D He very cute right ? He stil even smile when taking it . My clever boy . He gonna take photo with his daddy & mummy of cze ish baby & me (;





Friday, April 16, 2010 11:05:00 PM

SURPRISED*






My blog had been rot for ages . Nothing much to blog actually b'cze i been schooling all de way from april start . Been on mc from yesterday to today , due to my eyes lo! Every time i had a bad habit , every night before i sleep i'll rub my both eyes to turn red . So , yesterday when i wake up in the morning gonna prepare to go bath i realised my right eye hardly open properly . Then i saw my eyeball was swollen a bit . But doc said my eye was alright, just not to rub again . As the tissues alrd most breaks . ); holly shit* & not to wear contact lens to often . My eyes always give me so much of problem , ESP RIGHT EYE ! So , today i didn't go school again . But i stil can't go out without lens ! ); Baby so sweet took half-day off & came back . Before he's back i had alrd prepare myself ! :D smart* or else he gonna nag that i'm slow . Went to orchard , first we went around in ion . Dislike shopping in ion , feel so lost ! Baby brought me to BURBERRY outlet , & brought me a handbag which i craved for . aww* Thanks to hym , ILHTM ! laughs* really surprised me even is few second .  Then we went to cini for movie , watch "Date Night" very nice show . It's funny ! 8/10 ;D after that we went to have some Japanese food :D After that, we went for a stick & back to jurong . Jeffery's girlf came over meet us , whereby we saw suzhen too . Had a long chat , & back to baby's house . So here i'm blogging it . :D alright will update soon ! will post the photo took with Juniorboy :D




Monday, April 12, 2010 8:56:00 PM

HAPPY 2 YEARS - 1 MONTH BABY !

Don't have any photo to upload , b'cze all the photo that recently took on last weekend is in baby's phone ); AWWMANZX* Last week nothing much . As Friday im craving for mos burger . & baby aft his camp bring me to have as dinner & then went to his aunt's house for majong . Back to baby's house & watch online movie , & K.O after that . Next day also majong , baby keep on winning . B'cze im sitting right beside hym . Yesterday MAJONG again , i alrd a bit piss - off i didn't wan to go ad first . But baby said if i nbr go how he gonna win tonight . So i tag along too , had a tiff with hym . He really making me mad . Whereby he's the one wanna eat kfc yet sound like i was the one who craving & making hym so troublesome ! ANGRY* i shouted @ hym & tell hym to get the point . I'm not that type of stubborn person , if troublesome i can don't eat just that he's the one craving for that ! After then , we back to square one . I started playing majong & i win . Then baby take- over  . He's the winner of the day :D haha .

Tmr will be our  2 years - 1 month anniversary . Not gonna celebrate tmr , as he's in camp i was in sch . What to do? ); But baby promised to post phone to this coming saturday ! WOHOO* bringing me to town don't know for what , & gonna catch a movie . SHITMAN* i want watch the horror movie haven out , he said watch with me de ! Gonna get surprise from hym ? Teehee* excited !

Back to school today , horrible* im so slpy due to yesterday accompany baby watch online movie til midnight . & the movie haven even finish , i alrd K.O . So boring ); Baby brought me a new clothing for my iphone ! Super love it . ILHTM!
will back with photos & mayb surprise from baby ad the same time .




Monday, April 5, 2010 2:10:00 PM

Everything come(s) with a cycle
 

Yesterday , i let baby go for his majong session . I know he wanted to play majong . So, i went off to prepare & meet lynn to bugis . Didn't went with baby , or else i gonna rot&rot all the way . Meet lynn in train , as right . Accompany her to eat when we reached bugis . After she eaten , there we go for our shopping! It's been ages i didn't shop like that , LAUGHS* A side-ribbon flip flop caught my attention ! I didn't hesitate , i brought it . :D
Not much nice clothes i thought there were have . So luckily , can control my limits ! :D Brought a half-sleeveless top , look nice . & a short pants . After that , we went to iluma . I brought another tops&tube . After that , von texts lynn that whether wanna meet for dinner . As baby not gonna play til too late , so i didn't went over to yew tee to find hym .
Therefore, we went over to JurongPoint to meet von . Don't think we talk actually , as i think will feel weird . But end up , we do talk a bit :/ went over to boon lay there , to have our dinner *power* . We chit-chat a bit , & meihua came over to find us after her three days trip to malaysia . How nice she's los! Brought von&me a somehow " crigg case " but like card holder lo! *angry*
We went to sing song , even thought is just shortly one hours we do laughs alot . After then , meihua , lynn & i take cab . Lynn&i drop off ad jurong west , she waited for bus & i went off to baby's hus . he was waiting for me to get back home before 12 (; Luckily , baby win today . As today before he went for majong i told hym if lost each time of 10dollar , i give hym a slap :/ but ish oking de la , just to give hym more stress so he'll give more efforts :D
Play games with baby & K.O after that . He's on mc today! But we not going out if i'm not wrong ); *aww*




Saturday, April 3, 2010 11:37:00 PM

Bird(s) with same feather(s) flock together






Yesterday , public holiday . So , which means my beloved boyf got off day too! :D Early morning , 10am plus i alrd getting prepare . While he stil can sleep a lil while , half way making up wake hym up . @ just right noon , we went out to Plaza Sing . Walk to cathey , as we watching " Clash of Titans " @ 1.40pm . Quite a nice show , slightly similar with " Percy Jackson with the Lightening thief"  show . But this is nicer ! haha* 8/10 . After watch finished , baby bring me to Plaza Sing eat & catch soft-toy . But didn't caught anything ~ aww* went to have a stick before shopping . When back to baby's hus after then , had a tiff with hym ! ARGH* Really a unhappy day lo! Brought baked rice , yet the rice like porridge so only have the fish . Then tiff with baby . Night time , went to buy dinner . had a tiff again ); Brought slices fish ban mian actually , yet went back to baby's house then realised is slices fish mee fen ! What a fuck up day isn't it!? So, i only have the slices fish as dinner again! _l_ Luckily baby's parents brought mac for us have nuggets & milk . & after play games with baby , we K.O tgt . Baby&i are fine again . we understand each others well :D we know how harsh we were when quarrel on course .

Say you'll love(s) me forever



Today wake up by Juniorboy in the noon , he keep on licking baby&me non-stop ! & we bring hym over to clementi animal clinic with his daddy & JJ . Juniorboy last few days keep on diarrhoea & did not have any appiten . All of us are worry ); Luckily doctor said he was alright just having slight fever ); Poor thing* Didn't went out today as to accompany hym . He's feeling better now :D I just now give hym with his dry food&treats , he ate all & even eat JJ's share . LAUGHS* & that naughty JJ didnt wan to eat anything . Think he was full as afternoon his daddy give hym quite alot treats:D Now JJ alrd K.O silently beside me :D As for our Juniorboy was walking ard here & there . I wanna have some shopping soon ! Who gonna accompany me go? But not too much , as i had planned to give baby a surprise for this month anni . Gonna play games with baby now ! (;

& Lastly to the spammer "name"
I guess is you if im not wrong ! If you wan spam , spam with your name dude!
You have the guts to comments the have the guts to put your name then .
I feel nothing wrong with my photo or neither my lips or smile :D
Think you're simply jealous about me , or my boyf&i . 
Don't b jealous :D LAUGHS* 
C'ze you're not mature to have a relationship yet ! 

Don't understand why do we have this type of stupid brainless human in our world yea :D 
& for my dearest Lynn's spammer . 
You all are so , so funny!  
Acting like a typical ah lian . You don't affects her . 
Try Harder :D 

I MISS HER , LYNN , MEIHUA , SERENE , FYQA , CARMEN , HEEDY & YAYA ~ 




Sweetest girl


L.Jocelyn
Not everything comes with a reason.
I'm not perfect,doesn't means i need your comments.
no one you can really trusted on.
Belongs to 黄伟伦

lians-xs@hotmail.com
Try hard to hit me down,
and you'll know how strong i'am
Hate me or loves me, i'll stil shine.


Chats



Cravings

Last Romance
gucci belt
Burberry Polo Tee for Baby &Myself
Burberry wallet
GO POLY
ENDLESS FLOWING CASH
Junior&JJ b healthy!
GO BANGKOK with Baby!
GO JAPAN with Baby !
IPHONE FOR BABY
Burberry nova speedybag
IPHONE
LV neverfull
LV speedy bag
LV WALLET
LV MONOGRAM BLOSSOM CHERRY
GUCCI KEYHOLDER
GUCCI pink tote bag
LV MONOGRAM SLINGBAG FOR BABY
COACH slingbag
COACH wristlet
A/X watch
DKNY watch
GUESS belt
GOLD PENDANT FOR BABY&I
GOLD ANKLET



Half of my life


He's someone that hold me when i'am falling.
Although we had tiff sometimes,
but we always forgive&forget.
He treat me very good,
like he never does to anyone.
He let me know that ;
i can without anything in this world .
Because, he'll hold up the sky for me .
Always being like a clown'
to make me laughs when i'am feeling down.
i could like to say a hundreds times,
a thousands times,
or a millions times,
he'll be my last guy!




JuniorBoy&JJ

JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy