Thursday, December 3, 2009 12:41:00 AM
SUCKSTOTHECORE*
Nowaday , almost everyday quarrel wil happened in between him&me . He feel tired , so do i . But , we just can't simply stop quarrelling . There's countless of topics we can end up quarrelling . I almost choose to leave . I really sick&tired of it !! But he told me he stil need me but don't wish me not happy . But , i just super dislike he talk to me in the way like i owe him super lots ! ); Today, aft we had a big quarrel . I suddenly so afraid to face hym . Cos , i don't know what face shall i give , what action shall i react , what shall i say out from my mouth to hym . Totally no idea , so i choose to leave earlier . As today i half-day work , i quickely rush to his house by 4plus , & quickely cook for junior . & leave before he came back from camp . I left with a broken heart . I don't wish to , but i have to ..
I know he wan me stay, but this time i choose to leave . I don't wish to let hym see me , even i do miss hym ... Now, we stil haven totally settle & stable down .
No idea of what ; just hopefully tmr wil b better .
If we really end up in seperate way , i hope hym can find a better girl to make hym enjoy his life more & in a meaningful way .
I need to sleep early , tmr stil have to work ); sian*