We were separated once & back to one again ~
Jocelyn Lau & Jon Wong *
was very unbelieveable that he&i patched bck , surprising he treat me even much better . He told me how much he need me ard , & he told me when those days without me how he live . He was such a silly boy , brkoff with me that time was worried that he cant give me happiness dhat why . (dots*) His mummy was happy to see us bck again . Even through aft that incident, i had less trust towards hym, i told hym honestly alrd . Because i'm so afraid to feel that dying feeling of hurts again . It's hard frm there to stand up again .
Friday ~
went over to his house to meet hym, his bro & phoebe . As phoebe was over there earlier on . I was spending my own sweet time til quite late then i reached there . Went i step in his hus , a kind of feeling that once i was so familier of . I didn't talk to hym ad first , but he take the move to cal me dear & ask me something . Aft he bath , four of us went to take cabby & down to jurongpoint for dinner . Meet up guanhan , yvonne & peiling . Went to have tori Q i wasn't hungry but ddeearr instead to buy for me . Ended up i only eat half of it . & luckily ddeearr help me finished it . I controlling myself not to drink cold water , or else my period wil make me stomach cramp like mad . Guan han's actions made us laugh like mad . Went to safra aft that, ddeearr was being with me all the way thru . Play cs as he teach me how to play& buy items . (fun lo*) even though i died alot of times . (winks*) ddeear was suddenly so care abt me, keep on sayang my head . (happy*) went to his hus , phoebe also . Aft wash up , we slack & watch show . & slp . He hug me so tight & pat me til i slp . A kind of feeling that i didn't get to feel for so long ~ ); He told me he'll nbr leave me again this time, unless i wans to leave .
Saturday!
went bck home frm ddeearr's hus , prepared while phoebe came over to my hus . & then we both go over to ddeearr's hus meet them . Phoebe wil with us , cze she was weijie's girlf . Banteck come fetch us to safra & after a while we went to jurongpoint to have dinner . ddeear accidently said til that china bitch's name , & i asked phoebe go buy stuffs with me . ddeearr thought i was angry, (dots*) he said sorry & hold my hand so tight . Then went bck to safra , saw someone . A bit shy when saw hym , he also . Hope evad is living well now~ saw that china bitch also, a bit spolit my mood whenever saw her fucking face . I bet her heart must b broken in to pieces when she saw ddeearr was holding my hand so tight , helping take bag bahs . (laughs!*) awwmanzx , she so kelian . went to ddeearr's hus aft that . 4am plus then slp yawn*
Sunday);
Something happened in ddeearr's hus , auntie was upset . I went bck hme & prepared . Meet phoebe out at jurongpoint to eat and buy stuffs for auntie(god-mummy*) to make her happy cheer her up . Phoebe brought stuffs for her too , she brought hellokitty soap&nail polish frm wastons and i brought nail stickers&crystal . Went over to ddeearr's hus , ddeearr was slping , auntie opened door for me and i given her . Get scolded that waste money . (haha*) I wake ddeearr up & he complaining that i'm unfair , didn't buy things for hym . (LOL*) Jealous de hym .He feed me eat sushi , thanks ddeearr i super love you! Then went bck hme ard 10plus , ddeearr sent me hme , it's been so long he send me hme til my block with a kiss . He promised me he'll send me hme mre often . & ytd we speak al out and understand ech other mre . He said let's time prove h'is love to me are real . Because i told hym i'm unsure abt it . Hopefully , that china bitch b more sensible lahs hors . haha~
Today
schooling as normal but extra lesson til 3 plus . (sians*) ddeearr was so miss me that he said he went hme aft camp then come over my hus bring me go for dinner , so i went to take a nap while there's stil time . He message me said he going hme that time i told hym i was stil very tired so he wan me rest well , so didn't meet up for today . Now he must b sleeping like log alrd . miss hym so much ! Think tmr wil b meeting ! withlove,
Labels: he seem to chrish me mre after all
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE