time flies,world round,people changed.

Monday, August 31, 2009 11:25:00 AM

Contented*

Yesterday went to imm with yvonne , meijiao & phoebe . I had been whole day staying at hme missing baby . So yvonne dhey all jio me to imm , so i went to prepare . I keep on waiting fer his call , waiting for hym to come out ); But , til evening i stil didn't receive any of his call . Feeling a bit sad , don't know why . I just keep on worry abt hym , Thanks buddy fer my listen ear , keep on tahan i says " i miss xiaosiong " . (winks*) Went bck to jurongpoint , meet up buddy . & chit-chat , went to safra meet my dearest girl Janice . Play audi , ard 12plus while i playing audi , phone rang i thought was whu so i didn't bother carry on with my game . Aft my game i saw it was a missed call frm baby ! I was so happy lo* haha , & buddy was so nice of hym , he went bck hme within less than 5mins to take helmet fer me & reach phoebe's hus enarby to fetch me to baby's hus there to meet hym too . (angry*) He drive damn fast lo , feel like flying away liaos . CBR really cant fight with SP . (big different!*) Slack til 3plus went to baby's hus & we hug ech other damn tight , really miss hym so much . He said he miss me so much too ! & he keep on sayang me & help my massage my backbone , as my backbone siao alrd . Suddenly damn pain again );

Just finished my breakfast , baby was with ahleong taking mc fer today . Later he bringing me out to town manzx ! Suddenly wanna bring me out far . (^~^) I had to miss out this time round the clubbing alrd ); But next round i'll b going bahs ! & lastly , i hope buddy wil b happy & strong okays ? & everynight wil slp well );

Labels: i supersuper happy

Sunday, August 30, 2009 1:02:00 AM

worry for you, dear !

My saturday night had been spend at hme ): without ue i feel so uneasy , some kind of weird feeling . Hope to see you by tmr . But i heard that mayb monday then can see you . If really monday i really going mad , worry til crazy ! Dearboy , i miss you really !

Labels: i'm sad ):

Saturday, August 29, 2009 4:11:00 PM

A wonderful weekend had gone ~

Yesterday having a small fight with dearboy , due to watching movie issuse . cze everyone making me confusing abt the timing we gonna watch & my mood spoilt . But at the end, prepared myself & meet dearboy ad his hus . Phoebe was over there too , with weijie . God-mummy(dearboy's mum) understand me so well . She know that i wasn't happy & mood swing . (dots*) When to jurongpoint have our dinner ad jurongpoint extention foodcourt , (whatthefuck*) ish i brought a fried rice for six bucks , don't even have one prawn! dearboy was so nice of hym , give me his laska egg . But i only eaten half & half for hym (^~^) Saw eileen,guanhan,navin,ivy&dave . chitchat awhile & they went off first .

Meet up with janice&maomao aft their work . Watching 10.45pm de show " final distination" (happy*) i had waited so long to watch that , first time sial! M18 ' haha . Waiting for edward came . It's been so long didn't with a big grp of friends go watch movie , daniel , dasiong , jeffery , dearboy , me , janice , edward , eileen , guanhan & weihua . & i believe ganesan was sitting the first seat of our row ): Aft movie i alone went to toilet & meet them al ad bridge .

Decided to go safra , which i didn't know ish a wrong wrong choice to go there . I was playing cs with eileen , guanhan , dasiong & dearboy half way thru . dearboy said he went to close com as he wanna go toilet . As i continue playing a cid tap on my shoulder so hard i thought was whu & tsk very loudly . Asked dasiong & me to pass them ic . Then at counter there , a fucking cid shout ludly "pai hai gao" . (fucing ass*) Ard 20 people get to stand outside . A female cid check my bag & my body for don'tknow what fuck . & asked some stupid qn . Ask eileen&me look at the wall . almost 10plus get kup &go . dearboy also ); i miss hym so much , wonder how he was inside there ; cze he ytd at there alrd guai lan with those cid . (sigh*) Bloody cids euin my wonderful weekend !

Hope dearboy in there don't guailan with them ); mayb tmr then get to see hym bahs . Later wher shall i go ? i wonder . Thanks buddy , for sending me hme ytd . As you said you wanna do something for me when i'm sad & xs wun worry abt me . This coming monday think not gg clubbing alrd no mood . sorry xping , i promise i'll go with ue guys next time . To rock&roll ! What my mind thinking now . WAS HIM ! I only can say a thousand , million of miss for hym to myself .

Thanks buddy!

Labels: dearboy, how i wish i can recieve your message right now ...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 9:35:00 PM

Rest in peace , goodfriend ganesan ~

good friend , take good care . R.I.P ~ );

Today schooling as usual , but something happened that no body wish tuh face it . Ard 1pm plus , eileen,janice & alot ppl message me called me said that ganesan died during the motor accident . But how can it be ? When ytd night he just called me asked me go for movie on this coming thurs ? & he told me he'll call me today again ? i didn't believe ad first . But everyone was saying abt his death ); Cried in class , one of a good friend just passed away like this . Last year, was ah john . This year , was ganesan . Next year wil be whu? me? sigh* everything came so suddenly & off in a sudden . Aft sch , went bck hme faster get myself prepared & packed my sch stuffs tuh ddearr's hus . Cze i gonna stay overnight at his hus . Meet yvonne up , received eileen's call she told me that don't need go le . Now gg off alrd , i was so disappointed i wish to see hym last time . I feel very sorry to hym , i didn't take photo with hym alone , cze i don't wish to let hym get wrong thinking . We took cab down to mandai , everyone reached i saw ganesan in the coffin , my hearts was so pain . I don't wish to lost any friends ! The feeling was really really sucks ! I'm sorry that i didn't grant your wish , which ue told me ue wans to have a chinese girlf . I hope you rest in peace ~ Everyone loved ue & wil b missing ue all the time . Thanks for being there chit-chatting with me , messaging with me while i'm lonely . You'll b my forever good friend ! GANESAN ! " how i wish we could cal ue bck * i rather ue get caught then like this . I hate reality . Now in ddearr's hus , just eat finished dinner . Later gg shower (;

Labels: Lost one good friend ~ GANESAN

Monday, August 24, 2009 8:21:00 PM

We were separated once & back to one again ~

Jocelyn Lau & Jon Wong *

was very unbelieveable that he&i patched bck , surprising he treat me even much better . He told me how much he need me ard , & he told me when those days without me how he live . He was such a silly boy , brkoff with me that time was worried that he cant give me happiness dhat why . (dots*) His mummy was happy to see us bck again . Even through aft that incident, i had less trust towards hym, i told hym honestly alrd . Because i'm so afraid to feel that dying feeling of hurts again . It's hard frm there to stand up again .

Friday ~

went over to his house to meet hym, his bro & phoebe . As phoebe was over there earlier on . I was spending my own sweet time til quite late then i reached there . Went i step in his hus , a kind of feeling that once i was so familier of . I didn't talk to hym ad first , but he take the move to cal me dear & ask me something . Aft he bath , four of us went to take cabby & down to jurongpoint for dinner . Meet up guanhan , yvonne & peiling . Went to have tori Q i wasn't hungry but ddeearr instead to buy for me . Ended up i only eat half of it . & luckily ddeearr help me finished it . I controlling myself not to drink cold water , or else my period wil make me stomach cramp like mad . Guan han's actions made us laugh like mad . Went to safra aft that, ddeearr was being with me all the way thru . Play cs as he teach me how to play& buy items . (fun lo*) even though i died alot of times . (winks*) ddeear was suddenly so care abt me, keep on sayang my head . (happy*) went to his hus , phoebe also . Aft wash up , we slack & watch show . & slp . He hug me so tight & pat me til i slp . A kind of feeling that i didn't get to feel for so long ~ ); He told me he'll nbr leave me again this time, unless i wans to leave .

Saturday!

went bck home frm ddeearr's hus , prepared while phoebe came over to my hus . & then we both go over to ddeearr's hus meet them . Phoebe wil with us , cze she was weijie's girlf . Banteck come fetch us to safra & after a while we went to jurongpoint to have dinner . ddeear accidently said til that china bitch's name , & i asked phoebe go buy stuffs with me . ddeearr thought i was angry, (dots*) he said sorry & hold my hand so tight . Then went bck to safra , saw someone . A bit shy when saw hym , he also . Hope evad is living well now~ saw that china bitch also, a bit spolit my mood whenever saw her fucking face . I bet her heart must b broken in to pieces when she saw ddeearr was holding my hand so tight , helping take bag bahs . (laughs!*) awwmanzx , she so kelian . went to ddeearr's hus aft that . 4am plus then slp yawn*

Sunday);

Something happened in ddeearr's hus , auntie was upset . I went bck hme & prepared . Meet phoebe out at jurongpoint to eat and buy stuffs for auntie(god-mummy*) to make her happy cheer her up . Phoebe brought stuffs for her too , she brought hellokitty soap&nail polish frm wastons and i brought nail stickers&crystal . Went over to ddeearr's hus , ddeearr was slping , auntie opened door for me and i given her . Get scolded that waste money . (haha*) I wake ddeearr up & he complaining that i'm unfair , didn't buy things for hym . (LOL*) Jealous de hym .He feed me eat sushi , thanks ddeearr i super love you! Then went bck hme ard 10plus , ddeearr sent me hme , it's been so long he send me hme til my block with a kiss . He promised me he'll send me hme mre often . & ytd we speak al out and understand ech other mre . He said let's time prove h'is love to me are real . Because i told hym i'm unsure abt it . Hopefully , that china bitch b more sensible lahs hors . haha~

Today

schooling as normal but extra lesson til 3 plus . (sians*) ddeearr was so miss me that he said he went hme aft camp then come over my hus bring me go for dinner , so i went to take a nap while there's stil time . He message me said he going hme that time i told hym i was stil very tired so he wan me rest well , so didn't meet up for today . Now he must b sleeping like log alrd . miss hym so much ! Think tmr wil b meeting ! withlove,

Labels: he seem to chrish me mre after all

Friday, August 21, 2009 2:54:00 PM

Confusing *

Yesterday 200809

Yesterday didn't went to school but i wakeup ad schooling time , as gandesan texts me ask wehther wanna go ivy's boyf court . & they meet al up ad 7am ad jurongpoint . I only left 45mins tuh prepare & reach there . (faint*) I faster went to bath & bringing my phone with me . In case anyone called . Luckily gandesan come fetch me , while half-way thru one of the stupid bus driver almost bang til our bike ! (scare*) But heng nothing happen , aft then we went to jurongpoint while gandesan went to fatch dave . We took train down to chinatown , benny came with justina when court alrd started half-way .

Aft the court we went to eat breakfast, my rice was left 1/3 i only eat a few mouth . (WTF*) i shall nt buy that bowl of rice! Took some photo then went off to guanhan's hus with eileen,dave,me& guanhan ofcze . The rest went to benny's hus. When reached guanhan's hus, dave was sleeping like a log on his bed alrd . & we playing com and watching show .

Ard 3pm we took cabby back to chinatown acc guanhan to meet his lawyer , (winks*) Then we went to central , that dave chua kept bully&beat me . (sad*) eileen& i keen to play rockfever out of sudden . We took bus to bugis , shop ard & play rockfever . Suddenly caiyin texts me , somehow i feels funny . Don'tknow why, cze she said i wrote abt the china bitch was it her friend . I had no idea which china of her friend , but i had told her if her friend think im writing her find me then (; We saw ivan , went to eat tgt .

Cabby back to jurongpoint , i was super tired . (yawn*) meet up gandesan then guanhan ride eileen to safra . Gandesan, Dave & i walk til bus interchange there, guanhan came & ride me to there . Ohgosh* when i reache there i saw xiaosiong , then slack ad there a while . Home sweet home ** alone ~

During midnight messaging with weijie& xiaosiong . Weijie was super upset abt eileen& his stuffs . See hym, like dhat heartpain for hym . Hope he cans b strong& hope he deserve eileen's the chance . As akac&i believe he wun treat eileen badly again le . & one unbelieveable news to alot of people & including me ! Xiaosiong & Jocelyn patched alrd ! cze we stil cant let go one another & loves . So that china bitch be more sensible lahs , don't come text with my boyf . Don't b a shameless slut (; Laughs* Later where shall i go? bored* going take some rest . I'm sorry to "someone" & thanks alot when i need someone ard ue're there :D

Labels: once we seperated n we get bck tgt wil like past . i wonder

1:22:00 PM

Overdue photo ~!

Labels: weeks ago photo~

Monday, August 17, 2009 2:57:00 PM

STUPID BLOGGER

STUPID BLOGGER , keep don't allow me to post photo ! IDIOT SHIT* Don't know when i then can post al those funny photo out . Weekend spend time with mostly same people , nothing different . FUNNY was saturday ad pioneer mall , THE FUNNY WEJIE do pattern ! Cze he, yvonne & i worn in pink so decided take photo , dhen he do alot things made us laugh til cant tahan . HAHA* Today got N level perlim CPA , was alright . Going off to prepare & meet someone out there . :D wil post out those funny photo soon ! stay tune * i realised i had more friends ard .

Labels: LALALAS~

Friday, August 14, 2009 1:35:00 PM

FRIDAY NIGHT !

Yesterday after school , went to jurongpoint meet yvonne, xiaoping, meijiao& her boyf to watch movie . "where got ghost" . Not really nice , after that we accompany meijiao eat mac then go safra . Jitao bored lo . Then home sweet home after then . Today didn't go school , i overslept again . POWER lo* later don't know shall go where? Jasmine leaving singapore alrd , goodluck to her :D

Labels: friday night shall go wher

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 2:17:00 PM

Overdue Photo

Today didn't go to school , as yesterday went out after sch as to meet dave . But end up we quarrelled , & akac&me went to jurongpoint . When i reached there , i called hym . Yet, he was at jurongpoint stil bluff me he no mood don't wan come out . Then ask us go up to bento box find hym . After that went to safra & home sweet home . From yesterday til now nbr message one another lo . Yesterday talked to jasmine til so late , that today i didn't manage to go school as i overslept ); quarrelled with akac , but she promised me she wun anyhw shout at me le . So alright :D Later don't know shall i go out or not , where to go? boring

Monday, August 10, 2009 11:38:00 PM

DANCE TIL THE MAX !

Yesterday awake by sweetie,xiaoping . Meet her&joyce at jurongpoint , i wake akac up . & meet her at bus interchange , so nice of dave came down find me while i was alone waiting fer akac . He came down with kunlong :) He jitao come down talk cock with me liaos lo , said " xiaojie ni hen mei wo yao ni de hao ma " , funny* & he was so bad lo , kept on say me ! Say why i go clubbing , wil i give guys number al that . Stil say he got say let me go mehs . dots* He as like my boyf controlling me . crazy* always in msg 9 out of 10 we like scolding one another lo ! After that hewen to minghua's hus . & we went to cityhall meet up al our friends & went to supper club , bloodyhell* damn lots people made me don't feel like enter in lo ! We queue up , & the queue was so long that we had no choice to cut queue . laughs* & we went in, at first was alright . suddenly felt so humid alrd ! We dance & sweat like hell , had alot of fun at there . & so nice of friend , ahsiong , came down fetch us to safra without any doubt . & dave came down find me , he always that funny & idiot sometime make me feel like beating hym , something laugh at hym . HAHA* Somker without lighter !* i playing audi stil come borrow lighter for me luckily while i searching for my lighter he help me play or else kill hym liaos . & ahsiong fetch us hm while we reached jp . Sweetie stay at my hus , & we chit-chat til 10pm dhen slp . Jitao rabak lo ! Just now dave called me had a nice chat with hym , but he said i in phone not cute alrd . I don't feel i cute lo haha . Think tmr meeting hym , he asked me to :D Hope someone & china girl wil tgt & last long . winks*

Labels: my first try of something, no one know .

Sunday, August 9, 2009 4:21:00 PM

ROCK& ROLL !

later go have fun liaos !

Saturday, August 8, 2009 3:46:00 PM

G.I JOE

Yesterday actually , don't intend to go out as by the time akac&me chat finished on phone was almost 10pm alrd . But Jiawei ask whether wanna watch G.I JOE with hym&ah leong they al . At first , i wasn't really wanted to watch , after a while eileen called me too . Ask me whether wanna watch that show too . DOTS* Then akac&me think a while , we decided to watch . Went prepare & went out at ard 11plus , reached jurongpoint & meet al ad safra . End up , watching with , ahhua , cheeleong , da boon , jiawei , jiawen , chuxiong , ah leong , janice , hengqi , linwei , xping's sis , dave , guan han ,weixiong , eileen , yvonne & saw justina , ivy & navin too . Sorry to someone , that i didn't sit with you . HAHA* The show was not bad , during the show . The air con was suddenly so cold , made akac,eileen&me kept on hugging our own legs . LAUGHS* aft then we went to safra til morning . I wanna watch where got ghost ! But don't know when ? Later going where leys? sigh* Tmr gg clubbing alrd , were that be fun ? i wonder ...

Labels: enjoyable day ~

Friday, August 7, 2009 5:41:00 PM

COME TRY ME

There's a FUCKING SLUT , was so scare that she deleted me away in her facebook as friend . Bet , she scare i do something to her bahs , laughs my ass out loud ! & she even changed her blog url or deleted away her blog . For what fuck she so worry sial . HAHAHA ! Her blog also didn't put tagboard . Jitao HUM like fuck lo . She only know how to show half of her breast & complain only . & have a CHINA GIRL FACE ! Cheap until can fight with geylang chicken lo . AWWMAN , im too over ish it ? :P Then i shall stop here dhen . You unhappy me then just come try me alright ?

Labels: acting like a slut, doing like a chicken

3:07:00 PM

AH SIONG's birthay celebration

On wednesday , went over to suntec shopping with yvonne & xping actually ended up only yvonne&me . As xping overslpt . Brought chocolate fer ahsiong's as present . & went back to safra meet all up & went to jurong sai 496 eat zhi char . Wish ahsiong a happy birthday on that day , even through nothing speical . winks* at least the bitch didn't come :D cze ahsiong don't wanna invite her . laughs*
Yesterday went hme ad 5am plus , jitao terrible! i only slp six hours , mayb later gg back to slp again . Suddenly my backbone start to pain again ); always suddenly pain like hell , can even make me tears out ! Meeting xping later , accompany her reborn hair . Sigh* two mre days national day thought we could tgt back & you could bring me see firewrk . But all the way , im just DREAMING .......

Labels: it's a pain and upset thing that i have to face to

Thursday, August 6, 2009 1:03:00 PM

Today english paper , was quite easy :D
Just finished create CJH's blog , im tired . Going off to sleep .
Then go out !

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 12:16:00 PM

Just came back from school , social studies paper was alright . I stil can handle (winks*) . Just cried agian ; i know i'm silly for what i done . I just simply hope we can b friends , but why must you do until like that ? Telling your friends that if i going you don't go . (sigh*) why must you do until like that ? Break off alrd cant be friend ma ? (sigh*) What you said really hurt me do you know ? i had type a long message in my phone alrd , mayb tonight aft ahsiong's birthday celebration i send it to you . The last message i'll be sending . I'll stop interfere your life , whta you promised me i'll remembered but you forgotten . Promise you wun miss me ? wil you remember me in your mind ? I hope when you think of me you'll smile & remeber me with my smile :D now that i really gone in your life , promise you will take care yourself bahs . i'll try stop missing you & stop crying over for you , that a promise i made .....

Labels: i'll always be there for you, with love ....

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 3:21:00 PM

LAZYNESS

Yesterday didn't post anything , as i was super tired . Was staying at hme slp & study . Today english paper 1 i worte about "The Mistake" , the mistake i had done currently not long . & just edited my blog , with all my girls photo ! winks* geography paper was super hard , i almost half of the paper leave blank ); sure fail* ANGRY JINHE & THE STUPID PERSON . JINHE , i tell you hors . Don't think i don't know you're the " : ) " in my tagboard ! & THE STUPID PERSON , in msg kept said me gong , not gong also say til KUM GONG ! This coming weekend got nice place to go liaos lo ! HAHA * happy sial ! Got to take a nap , & wake up study at night . Byes Reader ..

Labels: lalalalalas ~

Sunday, August 2, 2009 10:00:00 PM

SATURDAY NIGHT

First of all , didn't upload those photo out , taken yesterday . As those photo , effect was super lousy . Make our faces look so werid . Yesterday thanks ahsoon fer calling me accompany me chat while i was alone in bus meeting yvonne over at jp . & saw suzhen at arcade outside , happy birthday tuh her too . winks* Had a nice short chat with her , was suprise tuh get a chat with her . Went to watch " The HangOver " , finally i get to watch that movie which i wanted to watch long ago . But no one accompany me watch , sad* watch with eileen , yvonne , xiaomin & ahheng . Didn't realise that Jiali & Yixin was watching the ssme show with us even same row . laughs* Suzhen & her boyf watching too . After movie went slack at ard jp & went safra after that . BORED * ard 5am plus , eileen yvonne & i went over west coast park actually was intend to eat mac as breakfast . I was cravin hashbrown when in bus , but WHAT THE FUCK was the bus didn't turn in to west coast only outside . So no choice , went over " the cheese prata shop" eat , was not bad . & went home after that . I was alone & i have to take two buses in order to get hme . CRAZY * regert being so steady . LOL . Slept til 4pm plus , whole day staying at hme . Tmr wil be having perlim alrd , shag* But luckily was chinese papers , but i forgotten the letter writing formate man ! dots* XS now must be enjoying over at chalet , i miss hym so much );
i don't know how his life been now , i wish to know , but im so scare to ask .
i mss you alot , but i didn't get the chance to tell you .
i know we're impossible alrd , but i cant deny i stil loving you .
what i can do , i'll love you silently . Til the day you're back .
After so long , i thought i had let you go , but it wasn't true ...
we had been seprated for three weeks alrd , do you stil loves me ? sigh*
i was kept on lying to myself i forgo you alrd .

Labels: ish it true i had let you go ?

Saturday, August 1, 2009 4:53:00 PM

SENTOSA !

Yesterday in school , got to run 2.4km with akac . As we escape frm tcher very long alrd . Whole class had alrd run , sigh* So no choice got to run . Without drinking anything or eat we just run . Run until almost faint . After school , went hme prepare & meet up akac at jurong west as she wanting to buy some stuffs . After that , we went over to tamn meet up peiling & co & we went to vivo . To sentosa , we took the tram ard . MY FIRST TIME SIAL ! dots* Then we play game ; ONLY WE KNOW IS WHAT . SUPER FUNNY . & went back to bl to sing and then eat power . Finally we get to eat that , as missed alot ! & while PEILING & i was buying drinks , two guys kept stand behind the wall . WEIRDWEIRD * when we eating half way thru a girl went towards as ask me for number as her friend wans . & she asked in a very guailan way , NB ! Where got help friend take number ask until like fuck ? Play audi aft eaten , & went over somewhere slack with akac , peiling & co . & home sweet home . Was very tired , now i'm so hungry i gg eat some food ! Later don't know going wher i wan someone bring me out ! i miss JANICE ZHANG so much , my dearest girl !

Labels: enjoyable day ~