Thursday, July 16, 2009 5:15:00 PM
WAITING ..
Didn't post for very long time , cze i wasn't have any mood to post or rather say that i dont even have anything to post out . Now that we wasn't tgt , i feel so uncomfortable , every single things i have to used to be alone to do it , alone playing games , alone watching tv , alone waiting in the dark road , alone sleep . Last few days was really so hard for me , even now stil are . I alone waiting for cab to go hme , no cab & when i on cab i felt so lonely , last time always with hym & his cousin ); But now ? Ytd saw his mummy , so sweet of her , she said alots alots of touching words to me . She told me that she told hym " that she only wans yonglian & she dont let hym bring any girls to let her see again & she even topped up cotton wool for me in the toilet " cze i always got to wash away my make up & her mummy help me topped up , but sadly do i have the chance to use it again ? no ! ); His mummy really treat me really well , she just like my mummy . She asked me not to give up on this son , give hym time to think & he'll be back . She said that he stil loves me , just that cze he anyhow think abt his health problem . I'll not give up , but even i noes there's no hope alrdy . But i believe there's miracle ! Just now went for N level oral , whatthefuck was super hard . Sigh* i hope he'll be fine & i really miss his closeness to me ); how i wish i can hug you noe boy ); Even thought waiting is a lonely & cruel , but i believe i cans pass thru those lonely ways & cruel time to get you back .
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JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE