Monday, July 6, 2009 5:44:00 PM
Fairytale
our love was just like a fairytale . Filled with alots of happy moment that we could remember clearly in our mind . But fairytale always ended with a heart ache sence , but for ours also ? I admit i wasn't a perfect girlf for you , but i never ever give up to try . But after so many times i tried , i stil fail to do so . My bad stil unable to be cover by my good . I'm a lucky girl , to found til you . A boyf that so faithful , that don't go drink with brothers , don't go clubbing , you don't even go out with brothers . Just to accompany me .But now you had changed , you told me too . & i'm only cans blame my stupid mouth to said all those stupid words , and now we really separated . You told me you don't wish to hurt me , but you now was hurting me . You said you cant promise me you could change back like past , cze you don't wish to break a promise . I didn't want your promise too , but at least you could try to change for the sake of me better than nothing bahs . Your love to me was fading off , slowly i wasn't the one you loves . But no matter what i wish to say a million of thank to you , for all the things you did for me & brought for me what i craved . Maybe our one year - three months relationship wil just ended at this moment , sadly one more week wil be our one year - four months , what i said was like really come true . I told you wondering whether we stil cans celebrate tgt for our one year four months anni , you ask me not to think much . But now , mayb cant le . I was so stupid lo ! I stil even threaten you i want die , but really i could do this one day . Cze there's no more you , think people who reading this post wil said i stupid , but i think it's worth for me to do that . So if anyone want to say me stupid just do it . He told me i was a good girlf amoung all his ex , no i don't think so . Everything had gone , there is no more u-turn ?Labels: the most heart ache thing