Monday, July 13, 2009 5:26:00 PM
ENDING OF FAIRYTALE
Even thought today was our one year four mths ; bud sadly we cant celebrate anymre for this anni & others anni . You had left me , but with a wonderful memorise . Those sweet & unforgettable memorise . It's a hurt thing to let you go . But i hope you cans be much more happier than now , if letting you go , does make you happy . Why not right ? I let you go , wasn't cze i don't loves you anymre , ish that i too loves you , too loves alrdy so i hope you to be happier than me . You force yourself to stay cze you scare i give up on everything , yes my life now had back like past , colourless , meaningless alrdy . I had totally changed to another myself . You ish all i need , but now i know there's no more hope in us alrdy . how much i cant bear , i stil have to bear . I never regret being with you , cze all those time was really sweet & happy . I remember every single things , everywhere the place we were there before . Now no one pat me til slp , no one remind me to eat when hungry , no one remind me to drink water when my lips was so dry , no one hug me when i'm cold , no one protect me frm harm , no one pamper me anymre , no one catch mickey&minine for me anymre , no one bring me go eat what i craving , no one hold my hand to aross road anymre . Wondering wil i stuck in the middle of road , cze i alrdy so used that you hold me thru . You ask me to be strong , i had tried , but my tears stil cant stop drip . How i wish i could hate you than loves , but i cant do it . I stil loves you alots alots . But ish alrdy not impt le , i hope you cans find a better girl to be your girlf . All those stuffs you given me was so much that no matter i look at where in my bedroom , i'll think of you ... I wish to hold you & ask you stay , but you won't le ...
Three more days N level Oral , i don't have confident anymre . My brain was totally empty . Labels: goodbye my love boy ...
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE