Sunday, July 19, 2009 6:33:00 PM
CONFIDENT
He was sick now , having high fever ); I really wish to go find hym & hug hym . But i just lack of confident to do that , why ?! I scare he'll push me away , I scare he'll do something that wil hurt me . I wish i can beside hym right now sayang hym til he slp . Like how last time i was . But now stil can ? Shall i hold on my confident go find hym ? Or shall i not ? I didn't eat for alots of days , friends ard me saying i become thinner . Scolding me & asking me to eat . I didn't intend to diet but just no wei kou & no mood !Labels: when wil i have confident