Wednesday, June 3, 2009 12:18:00 PM
STUBBORN
I was sick , having bad flu . Running nose like fuck , (hates*) eaten medi , was alright at first . At night time something happened to dearie ; which made me very upset & cried . He always made me worry , how i wish he can be guai & don't make others that loves hym stress . I feel so tired , really tired & sick of everything . Life was totally fuck up for me , having me by his side or not doesn't matter isn't it ? He always like to do something to get hurt , for what ? Always made me disappointed on hym , once & once . Wondering what m i to hym , useless girlf bahs ? He said i don't understand hym , ish it true ? A girlf letting hym go wrong way , let hym do wrong things , let hym smoke many as his wish , hack care hym & leave hym when he got problem ish a girlf to hym , that understand hym well ? (laughs*) Tired to quarrel with hym , argue . 10 more days ish our one year three months anni , think wil be a sad anni for us ? (dots*) Planning also must cancel alrdy bahs .Having a boyf is so hard !