Thursday, June 4, 2009 9:23:00 PM
STAY STRONGER
how i wish i'll stop my tears dropping off my cheeks & how i wish i can stop what mind thinking . you always make yourself suffer so much , you don't even think of me . how will i feel , dear ? hais , now you get lock in there again , must be very upset bahs . I know you don't like get lock up , but what can you do ? Do you think you can run away forever ? what you said to us , might not hurt yourself but you're hurting my feeling & your mum . you always make me worry , make me cry for you . I just hope you can listen to me , i cant afford you in army jail you get what i mean ? I need you very much , dearie ! what if you go in , what abt me ? Leave me alone out here ? i really don't know if you go in there , who wil i become to , what wil i do ? hais , i'm wondering . Just now , alone at hme think alots , think til cry , cry til slp . How i wish time can go back ! stay stronger , can i ?
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE