Tuesday, June 30, 2009 9:51:00 PM
RAIN AFTER SHINE ?
Today didn't went for school cze not feeling well , having stomach ache & flu (sad*) But i manage to sent dearboy's morning msg to wake hym up . & went back to sleep , he seem so cold to me . Didn't show any concern to me lo , didn't bother ask why i didn't went to sch is it anything happen . (upset*) Today didn't meet til hym , as we both also tired . Thanks to maomao this whole afternoon chat with me in msn , or else i'm rotting all the way . Just wake up frm my evening nap til now , before i get to fall asleep , quarrel with dearboy . I speak out all our problem , i asked hym not to say sorry , i just wanted to solve it . That it . I asked hym , all those words he said to me before we get tgt , he stil remember . He told me , he was different frm other guys wil not hurting me & make me cry , he told me he 'll let me be the happiness girl , he told me he'll treat me vey well & he told me he'll treasure me very much cze after so many difficultly he get til me . He said yes , he remember all those words & he didn't do anything frm my back & he always faithful to me . I cried alots , cze i don't know how to hold on this relationship if things cant solve by that time . I feel so tired to loving hym , it's so hard . But after that , we solved out . & now he treating me better a bit . Cze we both sleep , & just now i wake up i text hym " dear you sleeping ? " , he replied " Huh yupps dear why ? " , then i said " sorry , i just want to tel you tmr i late sch , so i'll be wake up a bit late so unable to text you in the morning to wake you up so you guai ahs auto wake up " & surprise he replied me " Okays mi dear want lao gong tmr morning call you ? " I was surprise . Thought he stil wil cold towards me just reply "okays lor" but no . (winks*) But not sure that's wil stay long term or just temp only (sigh*) Gonna make some food eat , today i only eat 1/3 packet of rice nias . Labels: hope tmr will be more better