Monday, June 29, 2009 6:02:00 PM
NO MOOD !
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Today woke up super early at 5.50am ! (argh*) I hate schooling life , but no choice i must get degree before start working . Meet up von&lynn at bus stop went for breakfast & went to school . School was so horrible siaks , like H1N1 was sho scary . Jitao at gate take temperature then can go in . (laughs*) Not much lesson today , a bit relax . (hais*) No mood to study , unable to paya ttention . Things flowing in my mind all the time . Dearboy msging with me , almost all got "lor" or neither short short the text. Upset to saw that , & i told hym . But he said "sorry" , i didn't means to make hym said sorry , i didn't wants his sorry too , cze i just told hym i don't like he kept "lor" & short text that's it . I didn't want hym to feel always was his fault . No , not dear ! (sigh*) Suddenly i so wish , so wish time can turn just s little back , a little a little . Back to last time how sweet was we , i miss those time , i so miss it ! The time in train , he hugging me with hym as don't want anyone hit or touch til me . The time we'll never cold to each others . The time when he always hug me so tightly , that i might cant breath later on . The time he always shout " DEAR! I LOVE YOU! "to me . The time when he send me to cab , call me til i get the step in home . The time when we had nothing to quarrel . The time when he'll text me some sweet words in msg sometime . The time when we had pilow fighting ! The time when our laughter all around . The time when he cook maggie for me , don't even let me wash a single bowl . The time .. Just alot of sweet time i wish to be back , really wish . Even now i thinking now , my tears just rolling down from my cheek , i know he dislike me cry , but i just very upset over this , No one understand my feeling , only me . I loves hym so much , that if one day he got to leave me i defenatily will hold hym back . Dear i just wish to go back like past , that sweet nothing else .(sigh*)
Photo cant be upload , don't know why , sot ! I edited so long ! Will be posting it out when can .
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Woke up at 4pm plus , power hors ? (laughs*) Dearboy & i stil super tired . Went back home , & meet hym up again at 7pm plus , accompany hym til 10plus & home sweet home cze tmr reopen school alrdy . (sigh*) Back to school life again man !
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Woke up at 1pm plus , super tired ! (yawn*) Faster changed & dearboy send me to cab , back home to prepare & dearboy went to sleep somemore . Everyone haven wake up , only meijiao & von ! aww man ; yesterday all of us too late go home ! I kept on msg them . Cze we 'll be meeting at jurong point by 4pm . I faster wrap up akac's present . & went shower all that , & make up . Everyone wake up late , i went off to dearboy's hus & i asked hym to take his time cze all of them only just awake . & after a while went to jurong point meet up von&meijiao first & follow by janice , edward , maomao , milly & eileen . & meet lynn over clementi while in train . (happy*) It's been so long we gather up ! went to bugis , to have steamboat . Walk a while til there , we seated on 2nd floor , was damn bloody hot ! (faint*) & there so squeezing ! Worse is stil have to went down to take food ! (ma fan*) @#!$% Dearboy was so nice , kept take food for me . While i gg out of my seat to take some food from downstair my leg hit on table , painful ! (fuck*) Dearboy sayang me . & birthday cake after that , the cake was so creamy & sweet , i only eat two mouth of it the rest , thanks to lynn help me finished up . A bit quarrel with dearboy , but fine after that . Went iluma shop , & enjoying the free air-con , there air-con jitao like don't need money , (laughs*) & we went back to safra after that , von meet up youan . & we played L4D again , play pool with milly & lynn . Have alot fun today , but also got sad part . Yvonne , Xiaoping & i cried . Xiaoping came over find us , she was feeling so down . Crying on phone , while heard her voice like this , i cried too . Just hope she'll be strong okays ? Guy'r always like this . Went back to dearboy's hus , faster went shower & went off to bed . Happy birthday to my beloved one & only AKAC YVONNE SOH YI FENG ! I tell you hors , better guaiguai ahs , study harder . AKAC here ' wish you all the best in studies & find your mr.right soon ! I'll always be there for you , as akac , as sister , as shoulder , as hug , as listening ear . (touch right?*)
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went to dearboy's hus rot , while he was preparing cze we meeting janice , edward & maomao over safra . Dearboy eaten but i haven , so he bring me to jurong point for dinner as i craving for long john ! (winks*) While eating , janice text me that , she somehow like a bit quarrel with edward . Ended up meet janice & maomao at safra ; edward was sleeping , he wil be coming over after that . While we playing L4D edward suddenly call janice & they start quarrelling . (sad*) Like i made them quarrel lo , janice cried while i find her , cze she went missing . Edward came at that time too , but after all they was fine . (happy*) Dearboy kept on wasting money catch mickey&minnie for me , (humph*) hope the catch toytoy machine get lost one day . (laughs*) or else it 'll suck off all dearboy's money soon ! Went play L4D again , & eileen , von & lynn came over . Play pool with milly & eileen . Went back to dearboy's hus at 5am plus , (terrible*) I was super tired , after wash up , dearboy stil cooking maggie as he was hungry . Didn't wait for hym , i fall asleep on his bed alrdy ! (laughs*) & he came in said " dear ! slp liaos ah?" i was blur blur lo ! (winks*) Labels: just a little bit more for me ., Please turn the time back
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE