time flies,world round,people changed.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009 9:51:00 PM

RAIN AFTER SHINE ?

Today didn't went for school cze not feeling well , having stomach ache & flu (sad*) But i manage to sent dearboy's morning msg to wake hym up . & went back to sleep , he seem so cold to me . Didn't show any concern to me lo , didn't bother ask why i didn't went to sch is it anything happen . (upset*) Today didn't meet til hym , as we both also tired . Thanks to maomao this whole afternoon chat with me in msn , or else i'm rotting all the way . Just wake up frm my evening nap til now , before i get to fall asleep , quarrel with dearboy . I speak out all our problem , i asked hym not to say sorry , i just wanted to solve it . That it . I asked hym , all those words he said to me before we get tgt , he stil remember . He told me , he was different frm other guys wil not hurting me & make me cry , he told me he 'll let me be the happiness girl , he told me he'll treat me vey well & he told me he'll treasure me very much cze after so many difficultly he get til me . He said yes , he remember all those words & he didn't do anything frm my back & he always faithful to me . I cried alots , cze i don't know how to hold on this relationship if things cant solve by that time . I feel so tired to loving hym , it's so hard . But after that , we solved out . & now he treating me better a bit . Cze we both sleep , & just now i wake up i text hym " dear you sleeping ? " , he replied " Huh yupps dear why ? " , then i said " sorry , i just want to tel you tmr i late sch , so i'll be wake up a bit late so unable to text you in the morning to wake you up so you guai ahs auto wake up " & surprise he replied me " Okays mi dear want lao gong tmr morning call you ? " I was surprise . Thought he stil wil cold towards me just reply "okays lor" but no . (winks*) But not sure that's wil stay long term or just temp only (sigh*) Gonna make some food eat , today i only eat 1/3 packet of rice nias .

Labels: hope tmr will be more better

Monday, June 29, 2009 6:02:00 PM

NO MOOD !

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Today woke up super early at 5.50am ! (argh*) I hate schooling life , but no choice i must get degree before start working . Meet up von&lynn at bus stop went for breakfast & went to school . School was so horrible siaks , like H1N1 was sho scary . Jitao at gate take temperature then can go in . (laughs*) Not much lesson today , a bit relax . (hais*) No mood to study , unable to paya ttention . Things flowing in my mind all the time . Dearboy msging with me , almost all got "lor" or neither short short the text. Upset to saw that , & i told hym . But he said "sorry" , i didn't means to make hym said sorry , i didn't wants his sorry too , cze i just told hym i don't like he kept "lor" & short text that's it . I didn't want hym to feel always was his fault . No , not dear ! (sigh*) Suddenly i so wish , so wish time can turn just s little back , a little a little . Back to last time how sweet was we , i miss those time , i so miss it ! The time in train , he hugging me with hym as don't want anyone hit or touch til me . The time we'll never cold to each others . The time when he always hug me so tightly , that i might cant breath later on . The time he always shout " DEAR! I LOVE YOU! "to me . The time when he send me to cab , call me til i get the step in home . The time when we had nothing to quarrel . The time when he'll text me some sweet words in msg sometime . The time when we had pilow fighting ! The time when our laughter all around . The time when he cook maggie for me , don't even let me wash a single bowl . The time .. Just alot of sweet time i wish to be back , really wish . Even now i thinking now , my tears just rolling down from my cheek , i know he dislike me cry , but i just very upset over this , No one understand my feeling , only me . I loves hym so much , that if one day he got to leave me i defenatily will hold hym back . Dear i just wish to go back like past , that sweet nothing else .(sigh*)
Photo cant be upload , don't know why , sot ! I edited so long ! Will be posting it out when can .

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Woke up at 4pm plus , power hors ? (laughs*) Dearboy & i stil super tired . Went back home , & meet hym up again at 7pm plus , accompany hym til 10plus & home sweet home cze tmr reopen school alrdy . (sigh*) Back to school life again man !

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Woke up at 1pm plus , super tired ! (yawn*) Faster changed & dearboy send me to cab , back home to prepare & dearboy went to sleep somemore . Everyone haven wake up , only meijiao & von ! aww man ; yesterday all of us too late go home ! I kept on msg them . Cze we 'll be meeting at jurong point by 4pm . I faster wrap up akac's present . & went shower all that , & make up . Everyone wake up late , i went off to dearboy's hus & i asked hym to take his time cze all of them only just awake . & after a while went to jurong point meet up von&meijiao first & follow by janice , edward , maomao , milly & eileen . & meet lynn over clementi while in train . (happy*) It's been so long we gather up ! went to bugis , to have steamboat . Walk a while til there , we seated on 2nd floor , was damn bloody hot ! (faint*) & there so squeezing ! Worse is stil have to went down to take food ! (ma fan*) @#!$% Dearboy was so nice , kept take food for me . While i gg out of my seat to take some food from downstair my leg hit on table , painful ! (fuck*) Dearboy sayang me . & birthday cake after that , the cake was so creamy & sweet , i only eat two mouth of it the rest , thanks to lynn help me finished up . A bit quarrel with dearboy , but fine after that . Went iluma shop , & enjoying the free air-con , there air-con jitao like don't need money , (laughs*) & we went back to safra after that , von meet up youan . & we played L4D again , play pool with milly & lynn . Have alot fun today , but also got sad part . Yvonne , Xiaoping & i cried . Xiaoping came over find us , she was feeling so down . Crying on phone , while heard her voice like this , i cried too . Just hope she'll be strong okays ? Guy'r always like this . Went back to dearboy's hus , faster went shower & went off to bed . Happy birthday to my beloved one & only AKAC YVONNE SOH YI FENG ! I tell you hors , better guaiguai ahs , study harder . AKAC here ' wish you all the best in studies & find your mr.right soon ! I'll always be there for you , as akac , as sister , as shoulder , as hug , as listening ear . (touch right?*)

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went to dearboy's hus rot , while he was preparing cze we meeting janice , edward & maomao over safra . Dearboy eaten but i haven , so he bring me to jurong point for dinner as i craving for long john ! (winks*) While eating , janice text me that , she somehow like a bit quarrel with edward . Ended up meet janice & maomao at safra ; edward was sleeping , he wil be coming over after that . While we playing L4D edward suddenly call janice & they start quarrelling . (sad*) Like i made them quarrel lo , janice cried while i find her , cze she went missing . Edward came at that time too , but after all they was fine . (happy*) Dearboy kept on wasting money catch mickey&minnie for me , (humph*) hope the catch toytoy machine get lost one day . (laughs*) or else it 'll suck off all dearboy's money soon ! Went play L4D again , & eileen , von & lynn came over . Play pool with milly & eileen . Went back to dearboy's hus at 5am plus , (terrible*) I was super tired , after wash up , dearboy stil cooking maggie as he was hungry . Didn't wait for hym , i fall asleep on his bed alrdy ! (laughs*) & he came in said " dear ! slp liaos ah?" i was blur blur lo ! (winks*)

Labels: just a little bit more for me ., Please turn the time back

Friday, June 26, 2009 6:52:00 PM

Friday night

Today woke up at 12plus , but before that i woke up a several times alrdy . Didn't sleep well , yesterday only get hop on bed at 2am plus almost 3am . Stil having insomia ! (sigh*) Later meeting dearboy & mayb janice&co . Changed my blog skin a little bit & song hope readers wil like it too . I stil not really happy about my blogskin , maybe will be changing again ? But sisters said it was nice (winks*) help my beloved akac changed her blog skin & songs too . Hope she'll like it , but she unable to see now . Tomorrow will be having steamboat as celebrating her birthday .Hope she will enjoy to max tomorrow . Now super sot Janice , did pick up my call . (sad*) Where shall we go ? It's friday night man !

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12:36:00 AM

QUITE A HAPPY DAY !
hope tomorrow will be more better ,

Yesterday , dearboy ask me go bl sing song (winks*) . I'm alrights with it ; as i wans sing song when i was at genting . I miss bl nasi lemak too (yummy*) . I went prepare while dearboy just end his army duty by 5plus . He told me now he was happy with his life , that's good ! Happy for hym too . Meet hym , his cousin'Daxiong & his bro'Weijie at bus to bl . Firstly , accompany his cousin & dearboy to coffeeshop eat , cze dearboy was super hungry . When reach third floor , i went to play touch screen , miss touching the screen ! (laughs*) Crazy right? So long didn't play liaos mahs , while half way playing . My beloved , WongYiXin . (idoit*) come over to my side & said " play bitch's game " . I was so surprise to saw her over there . After a while we went to sing song , two hours . & went off to eat nasi lemak & cabby back hme sweet hme . Didn't went over dearboy's hus , as he need more rest , just recovered only & tmr also need by 8am reach his camp . But tmr gonna stay at his hus , miss sleeping beside hym . Cze he always coax me til sleep (winks*) . Now he must be sleeping soon , so i got to sleep too ! Goodnight reader *

Labels: minnie's lover

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 11:32:00 PM

REWIND

Everything had been alright alrdy (winks*) But dearboy was stil sick , was stil on mc today . He was having cough & throat infection , who tell hym . Always smoke so much , smoke grass mehs ? !@#$%^!@ see hym like that heart (pain*) ; boyf was so nice . This coming saturday was my beloved akac's birthday celebration . I asked hym whether he will go along with me , mostly like he will reply " no ba , all your sisters i go with you weird " . But surprise was he replied " okays sure mi dear wife . you remind me again " . He like suddenly treat me a bit better . Just now in the afternoon went over his hus find hym , he was coughing badly , hope he'll recovered soon! Watch "Look for a star" at his hus , while he lying down on bed he suddenly hug me . (winks*) & after a while home sweet home at 8am , as i want hym rest more , cze he don't dare to eat medi as he worry he might fall asleep before he got to send me home , & he know me well i won't wake hym up just to send me home . So i better went home early let hym rest . (sayang*) Tmr will be meeting hym if i'm not wrong . Just now chit-chat with close friend , so now got to post . I miss dearboy ! Hope tmr will be better !

Labels: dearboy faster recover .

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 7:45:00 PM

PARANOID

Nowadays , i kept on thinking plenty of stuffs . Mostly about relationship ; sometime being single wasn't that bad & sometime being attached wasn't that good . At least being single you don't need to stress about relationship unlike me , stress & thinking this & that . (sigh*) He give that kind of feeling , that he doesn't loves me like past , but he said he stil loves me one & only ask me not to think much . This few days , as if i having some depression of everything . Holding hand lose , give me that kind of feeling you sick of holding me . I own self also don't even know what i'm think over & over again , how i wish we get back like past so sweet & lovely . One year & three months relationship wasn't build up by a single day ...

Labels: depress, stress, upset ...

Monday, June 22, 2009 9:55:00 PM

GENTING

before go genting that day dearboy caught this for me , too bad no mickey !

DAY 1

road to genting

our room outside view !

firstly , went out at 6am with his family . Meet his aunt's family at tuas checkpoint &travel ard 2hours plus stop at JB have breakfast . WHATTHEFUCK , there wasn't plenty of food , is plenty of houseflies ! When you sit down alots of houseflies attack you ! (argh*) Luckily not sitting outside eat , there more houseflies , i faster finished up my food , dearboy went smoking & he ask me to help hym buy crigg , i really can buy siaks , Malaysia ma ! (laughs*) Then we carry on our journey , after 2hours to 3hours we stop at petrol station , top up petrol & went toilet . WHATTHEFUCK ish that , when i went in the toliet , i didn't notice there's a big spider on the door lock ! (ohmfg*) & i manage use something frm my bag to push the lock open . (heng*) Told dearboy , he ask me not to scare hym as he wanna go toilet too . Dearboy really powerful lor , he can sleep until so comfortable while going up the hill ! & ya me til like roti prata lo , reach genting lobby stil got to wake hym up , power hors ? (dots*) When to check in , the view was so nice lor ! & weather was so good , not warm bit just a little cold .But alot of moult ! We went shopping then aracde . & play pool , i almost gonna win dearboy ! So it mean i got improving , after that we went to watch movie , our seats was super high class , ish a osim massage chair ! Almost half way movie , massage til my backbone so pain so i stop it . Dearboy was so comfortable til falling asleep , (laughs*) & we went play lan til 12plus & went back to hotel . & went to bed after wash up .

DAY 2

the fish super big , mine was smaller !

he just wakeup , & i pull hym in front my phone camera !

i look pale , not enough sleep , both of us

Get awake by his parents & went to prepare and went for dim sum , eat a little & went shopping again , brought some things . & went back to hotel , deaboy , his bro & cousin & me fallen asleep . & i wake up ; i see everyone was sleeping , i went out shopping by myself , a bit scary cze i don't-know the direction of ways well . But i didn't get lost & shop ard 2 hours plus & went back hotel . & went for dinner with everyone , dearboy told his mummy , & get scolded . They scare i get lost (winks*) ask dearboy no matter what must look after me . After that we went for fish spa , his fish was so bigger than mine . Bet sure more itchy than mine . After that we went play pool & lan again & went back hotel . Suddenly feel hungry , dearboy was so nice of hym wans go buy food for me ask me to stay at hotel with his bro & little cousin and he go with his cousin . I asked hym to buy duck noodle , after quite a long time , he came back with wanton noodle , i didn't get angry cze he told me he went to whole genting shopping mall , food area find all don't have duck noodle . Eaten it , & went to bed .

DAY 3

his shirt , i dont like it . brought frm genting de! he act one close eyes (winks*)

Boyf said took his photo , as he smoking in shopping mall

Get wake by his parents again , went for breakfast & his mummy pull me in a shoes shop & brought me slippers for me & my mum . She treat me really nice ! (loves*) & after that , we went outdoor shop a while , told photo with a snake , parrot & big insect name dont-know what , scare me . But luckily i didn't hold onto anything ! Five of us , his daddy , mummy , bro , dearboy & me . & they went to casino & went to play indoor & flying coaster . Didn't get to play outdoor , very upset . Got some quarrels with dearboy , but afterthat we're fine . & we went for steamboat for dinner , brought a couple shirt for hym too . & we went play lan til 2am plus almost 3am dhen we went off to bed .

Day 4

woke up by his parents asked us to hurry up to pack as we need to check out by noon . So i hurry went bath & prepared & we went for McDonald , WHATTHEFUCK there the mac jitao not nice , stil no mayo not curry sauce . After then , they went to casino & we went to shop for one last time & play L4D even went to there also play . (LOL*) & went off by 3pm , super tired . Went to yong heng & stopped to have lunch there also plenty of houseflies . (faint*) & we carry on , reach malaysia cas-term was jam ard one hr ! (fuck*) then after a while reach singapore cas-term also jam , reach home almost 12am ! His parents send me home, & dearboy help me carried all my stuffs up to my house . Tired , wash up eat some food & went to bed super duper tired ! A million thanks to his daddy mummy & dearboy . & thanks for the hand frm his bro , when i fall down in cinema , it too dark & dearboy wasn't with me , he went to smoke . Afterall , i brought 2 tops , one top for couple , a pair of earrings , 2 pairs of slipper , 2 short pants , 3 eyes shadow , eyebrow pencil , maybeline mascara , nails stickers , undergarment , think just only this bahs .

Today wake up ard noon , & we both rest at hme . Didn't meet up . Mayb tmr meet hym & janice dhey all . miss them ! & my boxim akac , wun reply me . IDIOT* dearboy & me , suddenly a bit cold towards each other , we like no longer same as past . Hope we can back as sweet as we did , wish that our relatioship will be everlasting , i need you more than anything !

Labels: trip to genting 180609-210609 with dearboy n his family

Thursday, June 18, 2009 11:11:00 PM

GLAD

I'm so surprise that you stil remember our 15 years friendship , which ish so long . How good she treat you , there's don't need for you to tell me . The taiji , i also don't which to say much . He don't worth you to remember , then worth for me to say ? laughs* asking do i treat you as friend ? you ask yourself then . In what way , you worth to be my friend ? Save your thanks . I don't need repay for what i done for you , as i did told you al before , what ever you done , don't expect for return . Don't need to write until like that , just write out my name ish alright de . Frm the beginner , i did treat you as good friend/sister , of cze . But you worth it to be treat as that ? You only know how to hide , yes i admit i did asked weichee that ; as von&i felt so weird , how come you in class kept msging . & you felt ps in class ? Is you started msging & bend your head down & secertly msging , so von&i just chit-chatting . Did we left you alone when we wans to buy food during recess or go toilet ? Don't try pushing the blame on us , i'm not saying this out in harsh tone . I think i don't need to think about this matter , just let it rest is you gonna get to think hard lo . I'm sick of it ^^

Labels: to meihua *

Wednesday, June 17, 2009 3:30:00 PM

To you this is FRIENDSHIP ?
or rather sistership ? (laughs*)

This post is posted specially for someone , you so like to post in your blog so i had no choice to post it out to you too . Even thought it was wasting my time but i have too . It seem you're happier with "her" then that's good for you . We didn't stop you to choose which friend you wanns with , did us ? Did yvonne&i said you cant ? Think carefully , at least you tell us before you wanna make that decision isn't it better ? Yups , i in cab saw you was with her , i didn't said anything out to you . Cze i was trying give you one more chance , but indeed you doesn't wan it right ? You always said that , there's something to force you made this choice , but what ever the reason , i don't think yvonne &me deserve , you to treat it in this way . You get the point ? You think do we treat you as friend ? You got to ask yourself , that time bz's taiji , even is exam period i also took the trip down with you to jurongpoint settle , that's called as friendship / sistership . Whenever one of them need help , you must help . But your sistership/friendship was totally different frm us , your's is to hide& hide , til the time cant hide then tell . Sisters are for you to treat like that ? This post wasn't make thing worse , i just wanna speak all my words out frm my heart to let you know . Hope you think abt it what i said was it right ?

Just finished half way packing , later going to chnage malaysia money with dearboy , then tmr morning got to wake up super early , sians** Got to miss me okays ?

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Monday, June 15, 2009 7:18:00 PM

Trip to Bird Park

husband walking ard , wife sit & protect their eggs

Largest egg ! Elephant bird's egg

This parrot trying to bite the metal

open!

guess this bird got illness );

so cute rights ? mummy feeding babies ,

get spotted by dearboy !

This bird jitao look like fake de lor !

Yesterday went to meet dearboy & went to bird park , took alot photos so only posted out some . (winks*) At first we reached there ; we went for the birds show . We seated at the side which no one sitting there to watch , aft then we didn't notice behind got eight to nine parrots in the cages , we only heard alot birds noise & we turn back the cages was blocked . After a few mins , the bird keeper released all the parrots frm the cages which just right behind us ! WHATTHEFUCK ! Dearboy & i faster bend down or else their wings got to slap us ! (dots*) so doesn't mean no one seated there is a good place for us to seat . HAHA , enjoyed the trip & went back to his hus rotting . Know he was tired , & home sweet home .

Later going watch ghost of girlfriends past with Janice&Edward , ofcze including my boyf . Hope today we'll be happy tgt , as i found this few days we're so cold . (upset*) My friend even dreamed he leaving me & he was consoling me . But ppl said dream was opp of reality , hope so .

Two more days , i got to away frm singapore . Got to miss me alrights ? Tonight must started packing as tmr have to overnight at dearboy's there cze next day which is thurs we 5am plus drive to genting ! Need to wake up so early again !! (argh*)

Labels: hope we will be sweet n happy at genting

Sunday, June 14, 2009 1:21:00 PM

Friday
Silly leave us .

Friday , mydearboy book out at 5plus . & we decided to watch movie , cze he want to watch ghost of girlf past ? Akac , was going watch drag me to hell with her boyf & co . But i promised mydearboy that i gg let hym choose de movie this time round as everytime ish i wanted watch what he alright with it . Now must let hym choose , fair . I went over to his hus at first , while he was bathing , i at living room watch tv i stil heard silly frm kitchen there running his wheel in his hus . (cute*) After that we went over to jurong point fourty mins before the movie , whatthefuck ! Only left first row , so we decided to watch another show which i wanted to watch too . "Land of The Lost" ; too bad next time then watch the show bahs . He look a bit disappointed , but no choice . The show was quite nice , rating for this movie 8/10 .
After show ended , meet up janice & edward to safra . Play L4D , a while maomao came . & we play half way thru out , some IDIOT guys joined in . But is alright at first , just game . Cze two of the guys were same team with boyf&i , boyf being killed by hunter , so left three of us . & i almost died & lie on the floor , by right they must help me up ended up they went in the room took health pack & left me on the floor , so i getting piss off i shoot them & they shoot me til died . Mydearboy saw it , he very sot . & jio them outside said , so we all went to carpark to talk . Want play with us was alright lahs , but team must help up mahs . Then one of the fat guy was super guailan , boyf jio hym . He said he was gov's ppl siol . So boyf ask hym to catch hym dhen , since he said he gov's ppl ma. I getting piss off , i said hym , "want play , play properly lahs if not join our game for what fuck" he nothing to said back , & make those childish sound , " blehsblehs" . (dots*) The fat guy called police , & one of the guy was dexiang's bro he told us . (laughs*) They want play police , now wanna play gang for what . They called daboon also , jitao dogs lor . Police came , but police side us , even scold that fat guy anyhow said he gov's ppl , he is police when he was in army but ord alrdy , not counted . (xiasuey*) After that settled , i stil a bit unhappy with them . Boyf&i went to played pool a while , & then we countined play L4D .Happy One Year Three Months Dear ! Went back to boyf's hus was alrdy 3am plus . While i washing off my make up , boyf stand outside the toilet told me silly was dead ! I rush out , & hold onto silly , he really dead & can see that he was sleep til dead , cze his sleeping position always that cute , one leg over his head . He become solid very hard , i sayang him & went to toliet cry (heartbroken*) Boyf said " silly was tired alrdy , so he leave us first ." My heart was so pain , when i saw hym like this . Even he had leave us , he still always in my heart , always that cute silly i loved . Hope he can find til better owner next life , as i not good enough didn't play with hym much . I'm sorry silly , i miss you ! (cried*)

Saturday
SAD DAY .

Didn't went to bird park as both of us was super tired & sleepy . Get into quarrel with boyf . Quarrel til super jialat almost break off . (upset*) Thought of going bird park happily , end up we sleep at hme til afternoon . Mummy cook half way thru picked up phone , & faster went out . Told me to help her cook fried rice . The rice put onto the fry pan was super heavy . Made til hand damn pain , but afterall the result was still good . (winks*) Prepared & went over to boyf's hus as we alright alrdy . & rotted a while , he went bath & i was making up . Went over to jurong point , we went to buy movie tickets , Jaince&Edward coming to meet us for "Drag Me to Hell" movie . Mydearboy was so nice . Bring me to watch shop , & brought me my craving DKNY watch ! (thanks*) Know he stil pamper me . After that , went to kopitiam , boyf was hungry . Didn't eat , as not feel hungry yet . Saw classmates , & xinyi with her boyf . Chatted with her a while , she watching the movie with us . Was just nice beside us . Janice&edward came , before went in the threate , xinyi called me & we found out we're different threate , her's was 4 our's was 5 . (too bad*) mayb next time watch other show tgt . & went we went in for the show , WHATTHEHELL ! That show was bloody hell , scary ! I shouted damn lots times when the ghost come out , & the sound effect was super powerful ! So loud, boyf know the sound was so loud , i'll get scary until , he hug my head to his shoulder & cover one of my ear . (so sweet*) But i stil shout out when it came to scary part ! Boyf also a bit scare (winks*) After show , xinyi called me , meet up at letter box there , she stil told me her boyf scare til shaking . (dots*) i still feel my heart beating super fast . Went to take cab back to boyf's hus . & a while later get to bed before waiting he to cook maggie & finish up .

Sunday
sians , bored .

Today , boyf's boss called hym sudden wan hym go it show help up . (sians*) cant go bird park again , got to postphone , didn't get angry but sad . Boyf kept ask i let hym go work , then i let hym go work lo . He sayang me , he know i upset . He said plenty of sorry to me . I told hym , since i let hym work , he must sell damn lots & bring me for good treat ! (winks*) wonder how , when can go bird park as the tickets this end of month experie. As next weekend will be at genting , next next weekend will be my akac's birthday celebration . (stress*) Now at hme rotting , suddenly think of silly , tears drip down again . Got to rot whole day at hme !

Labels: SILLY you'll always in boyf's and my heart