Saturday, May 30, 2009 7:12:00 PM
PHOBIA
Today woke up twice , first time was ard 10 am plus , i had a dream about my dearie . I dream that he didn't text & call me , so i call&text hym . No reply from hym & no answer for the call . After then , he took me he sick of telling me don't know what , & asked me to prepare for break up ! (fear*) The dream was so real , wake me up . I was so scare , i told dearie about it . He told me not to worry , it was just a dream . He told me before he'll love me only & hold my hand till old , he said the promise was made before we together , & till now to ever the promise are still there . (winks*) Know he love me alot ! Well , now finding job . I wanna work earn some money & buy things . Cze i'm not those girls who want boyf pay everything . (laughs*) And i changed my blogskin to white , cze i sick of black alrdy . Mayb will changing black soon too ? (dots*) Eileen text me ask whether wanna go boonlay , with her , jaince & edward . I had no idea , as dearie mayb booking out at ard 10plus , alrdy so late . Scare he'll be tired . & i'm a bit sleepy too ! Must see later dearie book out dhen decide . Hope today we got some privacy space , (bored*)