time flies,world round,people changed.

Saturday, May 30, 2009 7:12:00 PM

PHOBIA

Today woke up twice , first time was ard 10 am plus , i had a dream about my dearie . I dream that he didn't text & call me , so i call&text hym . No reply from hym & no answer for the call . After then , he took me he sick of telling me don't know what , & asked me to prepare for break up ! (fear*) The dream was so real , wake me up . I was so scare , i told dearie about it . He told me not to worry , it was just a dream . He told me before he'll love me only & hold my hand till old , he said the promise was made before we together , & till now to ever the promise are still there . (winks*) Know he love me alot ! Well , now finding job . I wanna work earn some money & buy things . Cze i'm not those girls who want boyf pay everything . (laughs*) And i changed my blogskin to white , cze i sick of black alrdy . Mayb will changing black soon too ? (dots*) Eileen text me ask whether wanna go boonlay , with her , jaince & edward . I had no idea , as dearie mayb booking out at ard 10plus , alrdy so late . Scare he'll be tired . & i'm a bit sleepy too ! Must see later dearie book out dhen decide . Hope today we got some privacy space , (bored*)

Friday, May 29, 2009 11:07:00 PM

PROTOZOA

Yesterday dearie book out at night & he came over my house here wait for me . Accompany hym back home ' as he need to shower & prepare so i used the time to make up . After prepared , went over to bl . Unable meet XMIN , as she stil got sch today . Played touch screen (standard*) Which i always waste dam lots money on it ! Malaysia guys fighting , (dots*) they fight stil talk to each others so much ! for? & dearie was hungry , i also cze i haven eat dinner . Don't wish to eat much as i'm diet ! But dearie order the popular nasi lemak , i only wans a few foods with the rice . Ended up he stil order extra 3nuggets for me , he don't want i diet lor ! (angry*) @$!^%#&$*! know he love me & care about me , want me eat more & full . dhen i faster give hym back 2nuggets so at least i got eat one so he won't start nagging again , so yesterday fail to diet . After eaten , i was so bloated ! Went back third floor , saw my beloved akac & lynn . Chit-chat non-stop , (laughs*) but i didn't neglect til dearie ! dearie's friend kept ask me for girls no , (lame*) all my sister was unavailable liaos lo . & at outside weijie really very naughty siaks said a girl until , she kept quiet . After that , dearie bring me to second floor lan shop ' so i asked my sisters come along . We play L4D , dearie , his cousin , akac & me . New map , dearie & his cousin dead , only left akac & me ! awwman* But luckily we went in to safe room after helping one & others . Then edward , jaince & xping came over find us . Had a chat with xping , we know the spammer in her blog was who (slut*) . Really surprise didn't know she no guts til .. Help some idea to scold the passerby in xping's post (; Ard 2am plus almost 3am , i suggest to hme sweet hme , i was supper tired ! Reached dearie's house , after wash make-up all that , went to bed !

Today woke up at ard 2pm , very sleepy ! I went bath , & dearie was playing games on facebook . We went to pack food , & went back to his house eat . I damn sot the game , i kept on died cze of the ghost ! (idiot*) Then i kept on nagging , (angry*) dhen dearie help me play :) Found the game last time when i young , i played with my sister . Miss her ! Then half way his cousin came , (hais*) nowadays his cousin kept on finding hym , every weekend cal hym was alrights but i just hop he cans give dearie&i some space lo . (upset*) i dont mind he come find us sometime . Dearie just book in , send me hme & went back to camp . Bloody ndp , made hym got to book in tonight & tmr night dhen cans come out ! (hates*) yesterday didn't take any photo , mayb tmr night got go out or next time dhen got photo post bahs . nights reader ! & everyone .

Thursday, May 28, 2009 12:56:00 PM

DIETDIET !
boyf making me put on weights !

Nowadays i realise i put on weights alrdy , due to my boyf . Always being with hym , he'll nbr make me get hungry a little bit , or a little while . & supper for every weekends ish a COMFIRM want ! Espically the boonlay market nasi lemak , i love the chicken wing . So nice * Now i decided to eat lesser control my meals & limit ! If not i might become overweight alrdy ! Mummy & Boyf said i crazy , to intend of diet . That i now was alright size alrdy ;( I rather get diet by this rather than slimming pills , i realised alots of girls eat slimming pills will become thin like fuck , which very erxin . Too thin alrdy jitao like only bones . So i'll say nono to supper ! This few days , night time meet dearie as he booking out every nights . & this weekend he promised me we no more quarrels & take photo , as i alrdy sick of my phone wallpaper ! Last week , weekend was terrible . We wasn't in a good time . I miss my sisters ! I had been mia in school for very long ! & just receive my classmate , carmen's message . Told me i was in class position 6 ! WTF , i must work more harder alrdy ! I miss WEE MEIJIAO , cze i know she miss me even more , go see her blog you'll noes ! Post our photo 2/3 years back ! here he blog:http://xiaowanpi-meijiao.blogspot.com/

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Sunday, May 24, 2009 10:50:00 PM

FEELING DOWN !
mood swing mood swing !

Yesterday totally not my day for me , as i really in the bad mood . Kept on give temper to people ard me , especially dearie . I'm really sorry , i also don't know why my mood was so bad yesterday . Kept on quarrelling with dearie just cze a little things i unhappy with . Both of us don't fell good too . Yesterday i dream about my sister ' hais* Upset , if i'm not wrong i had alrdy tell you guys that my sister alrdy fly to china with her family . I too miss her , when i woke up at that moment my tears was stil dripping , hais* Wondering how was she now , as ytd mummy told me she was sick . I miss her super lots ! Everytime was like that , when you have it you don't even bother it , just hack care . But when you cant have it anymore , you yearn so much for it also no use & ended up regretting . Last time my sister always come my house , i was at out there with boyf & co enjoying , now ? Different alrdy .. Dearie just book in , as tmr he need to help up for ndp but booking out tmr afternoon too . He was so funny lo , today morning dream of fighting with other ppl dhen he almost punch my face , & i shout at hym " you want beat me ah! " dhen he woke up look at me , i faster face another side in case really kana . laughs* woke up dhen tel me he was dreaming , dots* tmr also a special day , my friend , ah john tan yong sheng dead anni . Hope he rest in peace , all of us miss you too !

Labels: hope tmr will be a better day for me and boyf

Saturday, May 23, 2009 2:47:00 PM

QUIZ ASK BY HER !
LIFAH*

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
forehead

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
fucking sleepy! stil wish to sleep a bit more at dearie's bed

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
ofcze wil be my cute boyf lo

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
YES !

5. Would you ever donate blood?donate ??
If not pain , i'm willing as to help someone else .

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Yes , ofcze .

7. Do you want someone dead?
No , i wants someone to alive back dhen .

8. What does your last message says?
Let me check , "okays ;) iloveyou" to boyf

9. What are you thinking right now?
thinking what time dearie will book out !

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
YES i want ! i want dearie beside me now .

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
3am !

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
awwman , i forgotten . it was my primary4 or 5 shirt !

13. Is someone on your mind?
Yes,yes .

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
dearie ._.

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1.YvonneSoh akac*
2.EileenZhang
3.Milly
4.Xiaoping
5.YixinWong
6.JoyceNeo
7.Peiling
8.Elina
9.MeiJiaoWee
1o.MeiHuaHo

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
relationship with funny WEIJIE lo .

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
Female

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
Not bad .

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
Same as me

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Not long bahs ?

21. Is no. 4 single?
Nono .

22. Say something about no. 3.
sweet

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
okays bahs ? Think they know each others ?

24. Descibe no. 9.
Funny girl

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
dont think they will get in fight .

26. Do you like no. 8?
like .

finally get to end , tired~

2:01:00 PM

BACK HERE !

Finally i get the chance to post ; or else my blog will be rot like shit ! Sorry readers ' as my com spoil . Ytd watch night at the museum 2 with ah heng&xiao min ; the show was really nice & funny . No photo to post ; as dearie's com spoil too . Can't get to scan our neoprints , sad* Dearie book in this morning cze of the ndp ! But nbrmind later on , he booking out again . winks*
Passerby , if you trying do some acts to agitate me . Then i only can tell you , try harder .

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 2:31:00 PM

HAPPY 1YEAR 2MONTHS !

Firstly, happy one year two months dearie ! Thanks for being so nice to me everytime ,pamper me so much so much , sayang me alots . I miss the time when you haven enlisted to army , the time when you cook udon for me as dinner (which abit like for patient eat *) , the time we cook spaghetti together (even through we cook until so wet*) , the time almost every night you pad me til sleep (which i super dislike lasttime as like waking me up than sleep*) , the time we watch tv the whole day , the time when i'm sick i complain to you i'm hungry you run to buy food for me within mins time (touched me so much*) , the time when you feed me medi when i'm ill ( forced to eat medi from you*), the time when we change bed sheet blanket pillow together & get in pillow fight (and i always lose but you always the one ask to stop*), the time we kept on ticker one another , the time you kissed me with your full of saliva (i most afraid you do*), the time you hugged me so tight that i might stop breathing , the time when after watching ghost show and i tell you i'm scare you waited for me outside the toilet while i bathing , the time when you made me so angry that i couldn't want to talk to you & you try to do some silly action made me forgive you (which really made me laugh like until cant take it*) , the time you protect me from anyone to hurt me , the time whenever i was blur & careless almost falling down and you hold me up (making me feel safe*) and the time when we sleep till half way you drip saliva on my front head (wake me up & hit you , you stil kept on laughing*). I miss all those time ! Alot alot of moments being with you was so sweet & funny , every single actions you do i remembered . I love you so much my dear ! You're someone that are special to me , not others , cze being with you ish really wonderful . You always told me we hold hands til old , never let go . You'll never lie or hide things from me , whatever about you in past you tell me all , & is the point i like you be . You told me you love me than anyone else , don't have me was meaningless to you , me as well . To others , we together quite long ; but to me there's never a word 'long' . I hope we'll together to our few more months , years of anni ! lovesloves~

Labels: HAPPY 1YEAR2MONTHS DEAREST `

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 7:06:00 PM

Tired ~

Just a short post for today . Today having math paper 2 , was stil alright . After test ; accompany meihua go to somewhere near imm to fix her phone , von , meijiao & lynn go along too . After went over there ' we went to imm . It been so long we shopping together . Have lunch at there & i was like so blur lo . I kept on wanna see watches dhen see until i knock onto the glass as it make ppl feel the glass wasn't that near so i see closer until hit the glass . laughs* Told dearie about this , i remember he said i always his blur girlf . Never changed . The went back home , i was super tired . Get on bed study half way fall asleep , sleep alrdy wake up even more tired ! Tmr having chemistry & cpa test . & dearie booking out later on . Shall i meet hym ? But , i miss hym so much ! & tmr will be our 1YEAR 2MONTHS !

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Sunday, May 10, 2009 11:01:00 PM

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

Today woke up quite late too , around 3pm plus . & dearie cook maggie for me & himself . As i complained to hym , i was very hungry alrdy . Can't wait until dinner . Celebrating mother's day . So while he cooking i went brush teeth , after eaten , rot a while and back home to prepare . Went to jurongpoint crystal jade for dinner , i faster went to buy gift for my mummy . I brought some herbal things for her to eat & stay health and pretty . laughs Waited for very long til our turn , eat until very full as my sister kept force me to eat somemore , said i thin . dots* Eat utnil damn full . Thursday will be go shopping with sister as this coming saturday she going off to china . crys* like lost a sister ! dearie booked in alrdy too , miss hym so much . Hope tmr he got to 7-9 ! lovehym . Three more days will be our 1 YEAR 2 MONTHS ! & lastly wish my mummy happy mother's day !

Saturday

Woke up at very late afternoon , dearie & i was so tired . Then i went home after that , meet hym again at his house nearby & went for dinner . As we don't intend to late go home this time round . Went to bl , eileen&weijie came to find us . Played pool with xiaomin & eileen ; today was so happy ! I first time play pool quite a few rounds don't even pay a single cents , which means i nbr lose lahs . winks* showing off liaos . dots* After that dearie bring me to eat supper , & went back to his place . Not really early lo , also3AM plus . & sweetdream ahead .

Friday

Dearie

book out , he came fetch when the time he get book out . Meet hym in the cab & went over to his place . As he need to get shower all that , while reach his house

nearby meet up his cousin , daxiong and we went up . So i start checking got what movie , ad first i wanted to watch ' star trek ' but ppl telling me not nice , ish a lame show . & i went to internet and check . Saw one movie that i wanted watch too ; "uninvited" . winks* I like to watch horrer movies very very much , so sorry to my dearie

. Cze he don't really like horror movies , cze sometimes he get scare until too . shh* don't let hym know i say this out . If not he'll nag at me ! laughs* We decided watch that , we went to jurongpoint for dinner . Before go to jurongpoint we went to a handphone shop , nearby his house . Saw one mini iphone pink color , was so chio lo ! laughs* but nono to me , i got to stick with my icecream phone first just got it few months ago . Can't don't want it , dearie

bring me to est sake sushi

! Yummy ! it been a long time i eat sushi ? Not sure . Eat until i very full , feel like vomiting . Blame hym lo ' kept force me eat this&that . I sure grow fatter . After that , meet up janice & eileen . Before meeting them got a bit quarrel with janice . Edward came & we went off for the movie . That movie wasn't very nice , but quite scary enough . winks*

Took some pic with my two dearest girls , eileenzhang & janice zhang . Will post those photo out if i get the chance . Sorry my two girls ! But unable to post it now , cze the cable . After movie we went to bl , & L4D . Eileen & i go play bike game damn hard control . argh* Then meijiao saw i play until very cute & funny as i follow the bike turn which direction . dots*

& went to dearie's

place at six AM plus . WHATTHEFUCK !

Labels: enjoyable days with boyf and co.