phone called me ; i guess they saw what i message hym that's why . Called me want me ask from his mum his army no ; so after hang up i call his mum . But his mum said he call back to babylove's phone , so i was 
. Then ssb use his phone called me again ; of cze i picked up . & the ssb like scold me ; " hello! i ask you ask from his mum his army number , not call you call his mum call la ! we now no time talk to his mum la ! " WHAT THE HELL ! Then he just hang up like this , & i called back to his mum ask whether ish it those bloody ssb didn't pick up her call . She said yes & i told her what the ssb told me , & his mum sound so angry . & talk a bit loud to me ; " now not you ish his mum , ish me ! why don't want talk to me !" I don't know too , suddenly feel so bad 
. As if i was the one harm babylove , for what ? if i knew there will be ssb i won't let babylove go there already ! Then his mum called again ; babylove call me ! I thought he will be telling me he alright & come out already , but things not happen what i thought of . He sound so weird & scare & told me call his mum stop calling . & ask me for army number so i just said his mum didn't give me . Then those ssb snatch away his phone & scold some hokkien words & hang up . WHAT THE FUCK ! They'r ssb or gangster ?! I can feel something weird in babylove's voice ; i think they sure tekan hym de . So i call his mum ask her not to call already , & she like very angry & talk so loudly with me . Did i own you guys anything ?! At the point begin , ithe feeling was not right already . I suddenly feel like ending up this relationship . Since i was the one harm hym , why not i leave ? Feel like crying out 
, but i kept force myself not too . Going one year soon , but things goes wrongly ! Wondering how was hym , his mum was so sot . She & uncle went down to cantomen , bud no news about babylove . Didn't sleep well yesterday , it was a cold night worry about hym . Until now there's no news . hais* I don't think i'll let babylove go down boonlay so often already . I don't know what i want to do next , it's confuse me 
! I wish i can run away from the truth 
Labels: I was not that brave anymore
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