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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 5:03:00 PM

I need you right now , baby !

The feeling was so FUCK UP !

painpainpainpainpainpain ...

Yesterday midnight i was in pain ; suddenly my stomach was so pain & woke me up . I when to toilet thought it was diarrhoea again as nowadays my intestine system seem like going wrong . But it was not diarrhoea neither my mens , it was bloody painful . Near the two bones of my stomach ; made me pain til cry

. I wish to tell babylove at that time , bud i know his phone had already off . So i just bear my pain trying to sleep ' the pain goes away a few mins & come back again . The feeling was so fuck up ! I get back to sleep around four am plus , & six am plus the pain came again . As i decided not to go school , so message my akac & meihua telling them i not going to school . & falling back to sleep , i still messgae babylove about that during yesterday midnight , yet he message me that why i don't tell hym . How i suppose to tell ?

Now that the pain wasn't here , i feeling better . But i'm so afraid that tonight it will happen again , just now meet meihua to have haircut . Turn out still okays , going bring silly back to my house as his mummy skin sensitive , then get nag from dad about this matter . Is silly so troublesome ?

Then we shouldn't buy it at first ! I miss hym so much , tmr school start late , i could rest more ! Wondering shall i buy Armani Exchange belt or LV slingbag for hym during our one year anni ? tag me & give me some idea ? thanks . winks*

EDITED

People around me seem to be more concern about me . I thought you will so concern about after you know ; but you just ask me whether i'm alright , don't want see doctor , still pain , sayang & then quarrel with me ? what my derest boyfriend do , was to quarrel ? End up don't wish to message with me & call me go watch tv . Laughs* Sometime you don't even know you hurt me so deeply , i'm tired already nor sick of it . I trying to be strong out there , bear to not letting my tears to drip off . But why am i dripping my tears while posting this ?

Labels: I wish the pain will not come back

Sweetest girl

L.Jocelyn
Not everything comes with a reason.
I'm not perfect,doesn't means i need your comments.
no one you can really trusted on.
Belongs to 黄伟伦

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Try hard to hit me down,
and you'll know how strong i'am
Hate me or loves me, i'll stil shine.

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He's someone that hold me when i'am falling.
Although we had tiff sometimes,
but we always forgive&forget.
He treat me very good,
like he never does to anyone.
He let me know that ;
i can without anything in this world .
Because, he'll hold up the sky for me .
Always being like a clown'
to make me laughs when i'am feeling down.
i could like to say a hundreds times,
a thousands times,
or a millions times,
he'll be my last guy!

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