IT'S A CHRISTMAS TREE !

today woke up ad around eleven plus ' ad first not intend of going out .
bud jio meihua out to fareast ; took bus to there . it take a short time only ;
when there a while , go eat . we having our " breakfast " during three plus ad Carl' Jr .
was damn full man ! roll eyes * aftermath ; when back for shopping
helped my sister buy the belt that she wanted for quite a short time . we took bus to cck then changed bus back to batok ; waited for my sister & brother-in-law to vivo watch " yes man " ! ad first found this show was like wtf ; i don't understand bud ad last it was funny .after the show ; when outdoor & saw the big Christmas tree which i had took the photo above . was beautiful ! after that headed back home ; just now did chatted with hubby ; bud something goes wrong . everynight he seem so cold ' & i was repeating asking hym the same qn ; " what you doing ?" tired ma ? " today you all do what ? then tmr lehs ? bud all he replied me was short than what i expected . i tried hard to talk to hym ; i know he do so . i told hym i was upset over this ; bud he said he even more sad . hais ; ended up we didn't talk more than twenty mins . during his one hour own time ; i don't know why my dear . i wish to talk to hym ; bud when we talk on phone you seem so different . we just like out of topic ' yes alot of people said when boyfriend in army sure break up bud i don't believe this way . bud it seem like we're getting near to it ! feeling so fuck-up now ; tmr & maybe all the way to meijiao's birthday celebration i won't be going out . i'm broke ! i need to rush them for my pay ! hais ' hope he'll take care himself in camp . lastly , i still like last time i do .

A thousand kisses will never be

Enough for me to satisfy my heart .

Tomorrow will be the day my love for you getting increase ,

than today & yesterday or ever before .

When my heart feels so deeply for you ,

yet you seem so cold . i wish upon the star ,

i wish you were here & not over there .

Yet my life seen so hard , all i can do

is just wish & wait til x'mas eve .

My long & lonely night will never stop ;

until the day i gently hold your face ,

kiss your lips

hold you close & feel you near .

Everynight i can only wish upon the star ..

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