happy nine-months , my love !
today very upset ' yesterday slept very late . as sayang cant get to slp '
cze he too anxious . so i accompany hym til four am plus ' & i given
up . i was like closed my eyes for a few mins ' & hw wake me up again !
he shouted loudly " DEAR " ! dhen i faster prepared & there we go .
have our breakfast ad white sand shopping mall ' & took the shuttle bus which
they provided ; then took ferry in order to reach . when reached ' i & sayang was
holding hand & talk . bud suddenly the officers said they need to go off .
& we took a bus ' i thought it's just like that we let go in hands .
i couldn't control my tears ; & i let it dripped off my cheeks .
bud luckily they was bringing us around to know better how their life
in there . & will be seeing sayang again having lunch before go off .
had a briefing by officers ' & i saw sayang again ! i smiled '
bud i cans see that he feeling down . & he will be booking out !
i cant wait to see hym ' after briefing we went for lunch .
he hold on my hand tightly . i didn't eat as i feeling upset ad that
moment . & they announcement that they need to gather already .
he hold on me & kissed me hardly before he said goodbye .
when he turns ' & i facing his back . my tears dripping ' i was
hiding behind others to wiped my tears . not to let hym see '
i know he looking around to find em so uncle pull me
to a view that he get to see me ; he knows i cried .
i saw his upset face ; & we go off .
once i looked your eyes ; i burst into tears , yet my heart hurting .
uncle send me to westmall
meet up family shop around & went back home .
i'm super super tired ; bud when i lying down on bed unconsciously ;
i cant get to slp bud my tears dripping i too miss hym !
so i went online ; i message hym i told hym my feeling ;
i know he cant reply me right now , bud suddenly my phone rang ;
his call ! i picked up ; chatted a while . he told me he just cut botak &
washed up quickly in order to call me a while , while others still
bathing . i miss hym , i miss the feeling of hym .
later 9.30 he will be calling me again ' took some photo before
he go in army ad white sand . eleven days to go '
i scare it will be tough for hym inside . hais '
sayang i need you now !
i wish my soul will goes to you ,
i wish i closed my eyes i see you ,
i wish what i hugging now was you ,
i wish i could kissed by you before i fall in sleep .
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE