Wednesday, December 17, 2008 8:10:00 PM
我从来没想过你不在的时侯 ; 我这样过 ...
currently 08.19pm
what the fuck ! every night i always don't put silent mode ;
as i always think sayang will call me in the morning .
bud yesterday midnight i put silent mode ; as today morning
when i awake i saw my phone had one missed call ' it was hym .
hais ; always waiting for the night to talk to hym , bud this morning
have the chance bud i sleep like a log . roll eyes *
angry myself ' mummy today brought food for me .
nothing to do the whole day ; i going turn to a person with IQ low 
already . whole day staying ad home 
; no one ask me out .
as some have boyfriend ; some was busy working & some don'tknow die
until way . so no choice have to be rot . chit-chat with friends
in msn ; & thanks bloom yesterday for making me cheerup , finding those
lame joke bud it's funny . why time passing so slow ? argh !
i didn't think of how suffer being with out you ;
cze last time whenever i need you , no matter how or you working
you will off & accompany me just the whole day & night .
now that even i cant sleep ; no one pat me to sleep .
have to pat myself . dots ! everyday looking at the same things ;
doing the same way .. i miss my boyfriend so much ; than you think !
hate currently life ; so sucky ! everyday i was neither play computer ;
or watch 
. i want LG PINK VIEWTY !
hais ' later i going do hundreds of sit-ups bahs ; in order meke myself
sleepy ! just now sayang's mummy called me ; asked me yesterday did
sayang called me . she was worry about hym too ' wondering now whad
he was doing now ; holding gun ? haha . he having torture life inside there ;
i having torture life out then .. still got seven days to go ' 
suck to the core lahs !
shag lo . even now i feeling low , i also couldn't let hym knows it .
he also cnt be there to do silly actions make me laugh .
i need you right now , wng wei lun!
To you, I must confess
I miss you very much!
I miss your kiss! I miss your hug!
I miss your tender touch!
Our separations has been very difficult for me to take, for I do miss you very much. In fact,
I can’t enjoy a lonely meal,
Nor music do I wish to play,
For my life has lost all it’s color,
With you so far away.
And then there are those long, lonely nights without you.
I cope with them the only way I can -
At night, I lie in bed awake,
And think of all your many charms;
And dream of the day when i'll be
Back safe in your loving arm ...
Labels: lonely nights without you, those long
我从来没想过你不在的时侯 ; 
; no one ask me out . 
. i want LG PINK VIEWTY !
hais ' later i going do hundreds of sit-ups bahs ; in order meke myself
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE