time flies,world round,people changed.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 10:59:00 PM

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS SMILE AFTERALL !

Today nothing much to say ' as not much things happened . Was awake by Lynn ' as we meet up to go school collect bokks ; meihua & serene too `meet up ten am plus ; went ahead to mac for our breakfast . Then cabby down to school ; & saw meijiao . heihei ._. then waited damn long ' finally get those reserve books , cabby down to westmall buy those which is out of stocks in school ; headed home after that . Playing com ; speaker spoilt . Sian ! Had some slept in the afternoon too bored . After that watch tv message with Hubby ; tmr he booking out early ! So wait for him ad his house ; tmr countdown 2009 ! Tmr will be going Jurongpoint with Hubby first to collect our couple rings while waiting for Yixin & her's Dave to prepare ; will be meeting them ad Suntec for dine & shopping then maybe meeting sisters they all ad Vivo City to countdown ! I hope tmr i'll be happy ; as now had some bothering me ' i don't even understand what is the meaning of smile ; i lost my smile & the sound of laughter ...

Labels: I lost my smile and laughter

Monday, December 29, 2008 10:42:00 PM

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THERE'S SO SHAMELESS FREAK !

today went to town with sister ' brought two dress & some

skincare things lor . nothing much ;

but i'm tired ! hahas ;) when back home packed food for family .

then pedicure for myself ; watched tv chit-chatting with hubby ;

we finally had some planning man !

31th he book out we went suntec eat ; & jurongpoint

collect rings . heihei ._.

i miss hym alots siaks ; one more day to go !

oh ya ' something got to share with you guys ;)

some shameless freak or rather small kid bahs '

you know why ? she ownself made her so low-class for what fuck ?

laughs lor . she saved my contact as " shameless slut " &

my akac as " bitchy bitch " ? ohmfg *

you always don't admit you are a small kid ;

acting you're mature in any ways but ad the end you still that

evil ; no matter how you trying to act you still show out

your fox tail man ! & doing such small little girl will

do the things ` getting shock why i get to know this yea , small girl ?

& now quickly faster changed & act innocent that you isn't the

on i saying ?

take a breath with your guts & come confront us in front '

for what doing this ? ish that making you feel better ? roll eyes *

you always calling people crowed ? bud perhaps maybe

you , yourself more like a crowed .

i'm waiting for the day you come confront me & my akac .

Labels: show me you're mature then

Sunday, December 28, 2008 9:57:00 PM

I'M WAITING !

today hubby booking in again ; bud 31th will be giving long weekend !
happy ; haha ;) my woodland friend weijie also same camp with hubby '
yesterday watch "IP MAN" with hym , his family & bro's friend Liwei .
it's nice the movie ! overnight ad hubby's house ;
cooked maggie for hym as he complaining he was hungry &
he missing eating maggie in camp ; dots ! silly right ? !
so cooked for hym lor ' after eating went to bed already .
& he pat me to sleep so soon i sleep like a log . roll eyes *
then today morning went to taman jurong ;
with his daddy & mummy eat bak ku teh ! YUMMY '
after that rotting ad his house ;
wondering how about yixin ? if not wrong her boyfriend
booking in today too . just talked to hubby he funny lo '
friendster short out put my full name so long liaos ;
nw get di siao by WUXIAN liaos ;)
tmr going town with my real sister shopping ! i want buy dress !"
miss hubby so much right now ;

Labels: i'm waiting

Thursday, December 25, 2008 3:04:00 PM

SNAP ! by his bro

2:11:00 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

hubby's house de chirstmas tree !

finally get to see sayang ; i'm happy ! night time went buffet with sayang & his relative family .
& then shopping ; unlce & auntie still brought x'mas present for me !
overnight ad his house ; now currently ad his house but had already went home .
later eight plys pm he going book in , sad !
dunchk noes when cans see hym

Labels: i love hym alots

1:56:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIJIAO !

we went to escape ; we firstly play haunted house . nb ' i scare dao lo ; dhen we play almost all the games inside ! & we played pirate ship ; i almost vomit ! yes ; it's my weakness ! have a good time with sisters & hanlin and lynn's bro ! after then went to suntec eat Just Noodle ! wish meijiao a happy birthday ;)

BIRTHDAY GIRL !

Labels: happy birthday meijiao

Thursday, December 18, 2008 11:37:00 PM

IT'S A CHRISTMAS TREE !

today woke up ad around eleven plus ' ad first not intend of going out .
bud jio meihua out to fareast ; took bus to there . it take a short time only ;
when there a while , go eat . we having our " breakfast " during three plus ad Carl' Jr .
was damn full man ! roll eyes * aftermath ; when back for shopping
helped my sister buy the belt that she wanted for quite a short time . we took bus to cck then changed bus back to batok ; waited for my sister & brother-in-law to vivo watch " yes man " ! ad first found this show was like wtf ; i don't understand bud ad last it was funny .after the show ; when outdoor & saw the big Christmas tree which i had took the photo above . was beautiful ! after that headed back home ; just now did chatted with hubby ; bud something goes wrong . everynight he seem so cold ' & i was repeating asking hym the same qn ; " what you doing ?" tired ma ? " today you all do what ? then tmr lehs ? bud all he replied me was short than what i expected . i tried hard to talk to hym ; i know he do so . i told hym i was upset over this ; bud he said he even more sad . hais ; ended up we didn't talk more than twenty mins . during his one hour own time ; i don't know why my dear . i wish to talk to hym ; bud when we talk on phone you seem so different . we just like out of topic ' yes alot of people said when boyfriend in army sure break up bud i don't believe this way . bud it seem like we're getting near to it ! feeling so fuck-up now ; tmr & maybe all the way to meijiao's birthday celebration i won't be going out . i'm broke ! i need to rush them for my pay ! hais ' hope he'll take care himself in camp . lastly , i still like last time i do .

A thousand kisses will never be

Enough for me to satisfy my heart .

Tomorrow will be the day my love for you getting increase ,

than today & yesterday or ever before .

When my heart feels so deeply for you ,

yet you seem so cold . i wish upon the star ,

i wish you were here & not over there .

Yet my life seen so hard , all i can do

is just wish & wait til x'mas eve .

My long & lonely night will never stop ;

until the day i gently hold your face ,

kiss your lips

hold you close & feel you near .

Everynight i can only wish upon the star ..

Labels: wish upon the star

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 8:10:00 PM

我从来没想过你不在的时侯 ;

我这样过 ...

currently 08.19pm

what the fuck ! every night i always don't put silent mode ;

as i always think sayang will call me in the morning .
bud yesterday midnight i put silent mode ; as today morning

when i awake i saw my phone had one missed call ' it was hym .

hais ; always waiting for the night to talk to hym , bud this morning

have the chance bud i sleep like a log . roll eyes *
angry myself ' mummy today brought food for me .
nothing to do the whole day ; i going turn to a person with IQ low
already . whole day staying ad home ; no one ask me out .
as some have boyfriend ; some was busy working & some don'tknow die
until way . so no choice have to be rot . chit-chat with friends
in msn ; & thanks bloom yesterday for making me cheerup , finding those
lame joke bud it's funny . why time passing so slow ? argh !
i didn't think of how suffer being with out you ;
cze last time whenever i need you , no matter how or you working
you will off & accompany me just the whole day & night .
now that even i cant sleep ; no one pat me to sleep .
have to pat myself . dots ! everyday looking at the same things ;
doing the same way .. i miss my boyfriend so much ; than you think !
hate currently life ; so sucky ! everyday i was neither play computer ;
or watch . i want LG PINK VIEWTY !hais ' later i going do hundreds of sit-ups bahs ; in order meke myself
sleepy ! just now sayang's mummy called me ; asked me yesterday did
sayang called me . she was worry about hym too ' wondering now whad
he was doing now ; holding gun ? haha . he having torture life inside there ;
i having torture life out then .. still got seven days to go ' suck to the core lahs !
shag lo . even now i feeling low , i also couldn't let hym knows it .
he also cnt be there to do silly actions make me laugh .
i need you right now , wng wei lun!

To you, I must confess
I miss you very much!
I miss your kiss! I miss your hug!
I miss your tender touch!
Our separations has been very difficult for me to take, for I do miss you very much. In fact,
I can’t enjoy a lonely meal,
Nor music do I wish to play,
For my life has lost all it’s color,
With you so far away.
And then there are those long, lonely nights without you.
I cope with them the only way I can -
At night, I lie in bed awake,
And think of all your many charms;
And dream of the day when i'll be
Back safe in your loving arm ...

Labels: lonely nights without you, those long