MY MOOD WAS TOTALLY DOWN !
051108 ' wednesday
woke up at wrong time ; fuck siaks ! you know my phone was 6am so i
went to bath when i came out i saw hubby's house the living room time was
5plus ; so i didn't believe it was 5plus cze my phone was 6plus .
so went back to room took hubby's phone see ; ohmfg !
it was 5plus only ! so i went back to sleep for an hour . yet ;
when i woke up again it already 7am ! weijiewas shock to ' that he overslept !
cze he didn't know he overslept ! so we faster get to prepare .
didn't like working as i'm supersupersuper tired ~
cabby down dhen work started again like ytd !
today even worse until 0530 pm !
dhen took bus back home & just now sleep a while '
woke up have dinner . tmr will be off ; dhen fri til sun must
work until mad again! bud sadly hubby cant get to off tmr
as his boss needed hym to help . how i wish hubby can off
cze from mow onward every single min every sing chance i want to
spend with hym & treasure to time .
imissyou , hubby !
i'm wondering , maybe i'm always depends on you .
everything i need your accompany ,
need you beside me .
bring me out for shopping ' watch every movie with me
if i want to . bring me to eat when i'm hungry helped me
decide what to eat & where to go .
i'm too used your accompany of my side .
if the day comes so fast ;
i'm afraid i cant use to it , my dear .
how am i going to get over for two years , i wonder .
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041108 ' tuesday
when for work ' in the morning 5plus was like what the fuck ,
like go school lo . jitao very tired ; went over to hubby's house to meet up his bro
& give hubby a surprise . weijie open door for me .
dhen i went to kissed hubby on his face ' he thought it was his bro .
dhen he used his blanket to cover his face . i was like .....
{roll eyes}* dhen i started beat hym . he open a bit of eyes dhen
said " uh! dear?!" laughs ! he always that cute & silly de bf .
dhen he started nagging at me for hughug .
& he don't wanna get back to sleep which made me damn angry
so no choice let hym hughug until 6 plus went off to have breakfast with
weijie & lynn before to work .
hubby said he was surprised today in the morning ;
he was very happy to saw me right after he opened eyes .
hubby going give me a pair of his house keys !
ohmfg ! my legs was jelly '
from 7am work until 5pm man !
took bus back home with weijie ; while in bus i fallen asleep '
luckily never over stops .
went back home prepare pack up when over to hubby's house
his mummy opened door for me & i went to room waited for hubby
come back home after his work . wait & wait ' fall alseep .
suddenly heard he called me dear ! dhen i opened eyes ,
he come hug me & said " 亲爱的老婆" ,
lols ! dhen get back sleep at 2am . cze we was watching tv .
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031108 ' monday
was feelin so sucks ; went over to office for briefing dhen
went to suntec for work ; rushing here & there .
when was in train ' hubby called me & he sound happily ,
so i thought what good new . end up he suddenly sound so sad &
told me his mummy called hym told hym that
receive his army letter . what the fuck !
i was like first react "uh?!" dhen i act normal & ask when
he need to report . sadly , he siad was 13th of dec .
which ish our 9th months ' dhen i even "uh?!" more loudly .
was damn bad luck . why was it fall on our 9th months ?
{roll eyes}* i jitao no mood to work lo ' when
reach work there open shop . i was like slowly dhen keep on wondering things
; more worse was beside me the shop ,
the girl told me that when a guy go to army come out will be different ,
& i asked what different . she said neither become
despo ' lie to gf , not faithful & so on .
bud hubby kepy on said he will not call me trust hym .
making me more fear about this things to happened .
hubby & i thought that he'll receive army letter next year ; bud yet
it so sudden . that we didn't ready for it .
we still counting everyday when to go genting . hoping time to pass faster .
bud now , how i wish time get to stop . every clock out
there get to stop . i don't want hym to go army .
bud i know every guys need to pass through this .
after go genting come back 16th more days will be his army report
already . hubby called me to send hym '
bud i scare i cant bear & drip down my tears .
ad night ; message with hubby ; he told me something that
made me tears out . he said ' hais dear why don't we look at
the good way not the bad way , hais i also don't hope to go army bud
there's no a choice , i don't hope to leave you alone out there ' cze
i'll be worry what will happen when you at outside ; bud no matter how
i'll still be your laogong that always loving you . '
thanks hubby ! i know . i'll try to use when you're not around me .
Labels: my mood was totally down ;(
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE