Sunday, September 28, 2008 11:21:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ;)
today went to kallang , leisure park with sayang .
went to watch printed skin ' at the end of the show it a bit touching .
didn't take photo with hym today .
shop around & went back to his house while on the way ,
he saw someone message me & started giving me face .
& attitude to each other ' shouted at me in public .
hais ! a HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT .
do you know sayang ? but shout had already shouted .
cry had already cried , birthday had already ended up like this .
i cried cos it's not my fault ; i'll never admit it's my fault .
i cried cos you shouted at me at my birthday ;
hurts me too much too much . didn't get to my expectation that
i'll get shouted from you . & still wanted to return me i brought
for you the lv wallet ; it hurts me even more & deeper .
but do you know my feeling at that moment ?
i said will go your house eat your mummy cooked the mian sian ,
i did went eat . at your house you still ask why i cried ,
dear you really don't know why i crying at that moment or you
ask purposely ? do you know what i expected today ?
whole happily with you pass my birthday but it all mess up like this .
i know you realise your mistake , said sorry to me .
but i cant take it you shouted at me ; & it's on my birthday .
i wish to talk to you at your house just now .
wish to hug you & says i'll never leave you ;
but i don't dare to do so . i''m afraid of you . while in lift
sending me to take cab ; suddenly feel the lift was so long
to reach first floor . did you feels that too ?
bcos normally we'll be hugging or kissing or talking in lift .
but just now we're both silent .
when i going on cab ; i wish to kiss you & say goodbye .
but we just said goodbye & go .
i know you getting jealous cos i mean alots to you ;
but you must know is it i was in wrong & not shouted at me '
you told me to give myself time , to think whether shall we still together ?
but do you think if i say we both separate way , i bear it happen ?
hais ! really a big disappointment you given me .
i really love & need you .
Labels: it's hurts you know ?
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE