Tuesday, September 30, 2008 10:38:00 AM
RAINBOW AFTER HEAVY RAIN ! 
i'm sorry that yesterday i said i'll never forget that you shouted at me .
i had forgiven what you had done ' bcos i know you know your mistake .
you promised will be no next time ; i once believe you again .
if it happen again ; i told you i'll leave .
yes , i really will . so sayang let thing be past bahs .
later going do ic ; shag !
meeting sayang later on ' he gonna cook something for me .
will take photo & let you guys see .
oh yahs . this photo ish those photo i cant post at first .
now then post '
Labels: LET'S THING OVER
Sunday, September 28, 2008 11:21:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ;)
today went to kallang , leisure park with sayang .
went to watch printed skin ' at the end of the show it a bit touching .
didn't take photo with hym today .
shop around & went back to his house while on the way ,
he saw someone message me & started giving me face .
& attitude to each other ' shouted at me in public .
hais ! a HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT .
do you know sayang ? but shout had already shouted .
cry had already cried , birthday had already ended up like this .
i cried cos it's not my fault ; i'll never admit it's my fault .
i cried cos you shouted at me at my birthday ;
hurts me too much too much . didn't get to my expectation that
i'll get shouted from you . & still wanted to return me i brought
for you the lv wallet ; it hurts me even more & deeper .
but do you know my feeling at that moment ?
i said will go your house eat your mummy cooked the mian sian ,
i did went eat . at your house you still ask why i cried ,
dear you really don't know why i crying at that moment or you
ask purposely ? do you know what i expected today ?
whole happily with you pass my birthday but it all mess up like this .
i know you realise your mistake , said sorry to me .
but i cant take it you shouted at me ; & it's on my birthday .
i wish to talk to you at your house just now .
wish to hug you & says i'll never leave you ;
but i don't dare to do so . i''m afraid of you . while in lift
sending me to take cab ; suddenly feel the lift was so long
to reach first floor . did you feels that too ?
bcos normally we'll be hugging or kissing or talking in lift .
but just now we're both silent .
when i going on cab ; i wish to kiss you & say goodbye .
but we just said goodbye & go .
i know you getting jealous cos i mean alots to you ;
but you must know is it i was in wrong & not shouted at me '
you told me to give myself time , to think whether shall we still together ?
but do you think if i say we both separate way , i bear it happen ?
hais ! really a big disappointment you given me .
i really love & need you .
Labels: it's hurts you know ?
Monday, September 22, 2008 8:44:00 PM
FEELING HAPPY NOW ; IDK WHY !
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yesterday went to buy present for sayang ; with my AKAC !
not gonna call my AKL as AKL liaos le .
cos i found out every where people writing in comments or blog .
my ark ka liao my ark ka liao .
spend about 100 bucks plus . walked all day long !
still haven brought finished for sayang .
will be broke after sayang's birthday .
AKAC brought a shirt & 3/4 pants for my birthday '
then went home after that .
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today school as normal . was tired !
wish to skip school but force myself not to ; as exam was around the corner .
& today will having chinese test & english oral .
went to school ' chinese test was pretty easy '
but oral was making me face cramped ; legs turns jelly .
but still manage to overcomes it .
but don't know whether pass or fail ; after school .
cabbed back home with meihua `
chit-chat with mummy a while of doing passport & renew .
cos going genting with sayang on December .
how i wish tmr were be December . hehei !
told sayang this good new ; he was delighted too !
that my mummy let me go with him , went to had a nap .
while sleeping ; i receive a silly message from my 15years friends meihua ;
"the song really nice can i put in my blog too ?"
i didn't reply cos after i read i fall back into my sleep .
woke up watch tv & posting now .
haven eat yet , gonna cook 
later on .
i miss sayang so much ! suddenly feels so happy ; but i don't know why .
maybe sayang birthday was coming , four more days for him .
& my birthday was coming , six more days for me .
will be making 
for sayang !
Labels: WHY I WAS SO HYPER ?
Friday, September 19, 2008 7:00:00 PM
EXAM AROUND THE CORNER !
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sayang come fetch me ; went to imm shop a while .
& headed back to sayang's house / while in cabby took some
photo . sayang was nice to whenever he cans .
i cans feel ' we're serious .
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nowadays stress ! was damn bloody stress !
exam time was so near ' but 10 more days were be my birthday .
will be happy celebrating bahs .
8 more days sayang's birthday too !
today after school ; got a outer heart talk with AKACs ;
i hope everything said out le ' we'll all try change .
but i feels i didn't change only just neglected them .
so sorry AKACs ! hope this is the first time & the last .
was so bored ! i miss sayang ! 
Labels: eternity-love
Monday, September 15, 2008 11:44:00 PM
NORMAL SCHOOL DAY !
shag siaks ! today raining heavily in the morning ;
& cabby to school with meihua . as we gonna late for school '
got intention to pon school but yet we manage to get in school by time .
& class start as usual nothing special only today math lesson '
b'cos of my class a stupid malay boy said don't know what & i scold back
" what lan jiao " then teacher start scold me . lols !
ended school went home prepare & meet sayang .
was really tired & sleepy . while sayang watching tv ; i fall asleep silently .
until his mummy called & meet her at near by to buy stuffs .
headed back to his house ; today get to try out something .
sayang cooked udon for me for dinner .
hmm ' it's nice ! & i finished all up . not even a noodle left ;)
thanks sayang for taking the effort to cook !
how i wish we're married so at anytime we cans cook for one another
& got him accompany me back to dreams .
okahs .
& psb ' seriously .
i felt i don't need to prove to you anything ; because what i carry the LV wallet
is real . if you got so many time nothing better do , why don't we meet
out & you take my LV wallet to orchard or any Louis Vuitton outlet
ask whether is real or fake ?
laughs ! i don't know you at all , for what wasting my time on you by taking photo of
my wallet ? receipt ? & the card which you brought stuffs from
LV outlet the person will give you ?
believe or not is your problem & your choice ; i cant force you to believe .
but you don't believe then kindly leave my blog alone . thanks very much ._.
Labels: thanks sayang
later on .
for sayang !
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE