Saturday, June 7, 2008 5:14:00 AM


reach hme ad 3plus & playing com .
saw baby last time blog & that girl named Celeste .
saw her blog too .
she wrote on her blog last time & i viewed !
"this post is for someone! I'm sorry for hurting and disappointing you. xiao siong, please don't leave me. i need you!! If you really care and love me,don't leave me. I'll do what i can do to show you that you are much, more important to me then him.I don't want it to be the last song.. i want it to be forever. I cant explain how i feel. but I'm sure i NEED you. You said you wont let me get hurt again. But the one who's hurting me now, isn't him but you. If you think leaving me will bring me happiness, you're wrong, cause it wouldn't!
at least now everything is alright between us! i heard your sadness yesterday, but you still tried to cheer me up. i cant explain how touched i felt. really.. and what i told you this afternoon, its TRUE! don't doubt me. I SWEAR i will NEVER leak a TEAR for him again! thanks xiao siong. :) "
it's really hurt me wen i read it . 
hais ! felt unconcern "
of seeing that ! hais "

& i message baby , " saw whad celeste wrote abt ue last tyme , i was hurt ! "
he repiled " Dear dun like tatt hao ma?hais its past le everyone have past le past go ba.. i juswanna cherish wat i have now and not lose it..
i replied " go slp ba , hope you find time make your blog link me first & write about ME & not HER ! hates to see everything , hoping i'm blind ! "
he replied " hais realli dun wish to see you like tatt dear..pls dun like tatt..
i replied back " hope next ti,e no matter what things , what you wrote , what your mind thinking , who you missed first , who you wanna see first , who you wanna to be wit , kissed her with love , hug her with warm , care her with heart , love her with no matter what , everything was me . i know it's was your past , n i'm your present . but i hope you shown me how you wanna me be your present & future ! dear i really love you . "
he nbr reply le , think he fall back to his lalaland aready .
tmr he still working so don't fan him le .

i miss him alots !