Monday, June 9, 2008 12:00:00 PM
today woke up eariler than baby , because today was my ah ma's death anniversary . was woken up by mummy as baby boy was keep on crying .
& mummy needed to burn paper $$ , paper clothes . so no choice wake up to help '
& i message him first .
BUD no reply , know he was still sleeping .
but until 2 plus ; baby shall not sleep untill this time barhs .
so decided message him aqain , he called me & said
he did reply . as due to my phone sot barhs dhat why keep never received any
of baby's message . sorry my dear ! i still thought you don't wanna reply
me anymore . throat was sucks !
pain until even i don't feel like eating .
BUD no choice eat first . watch tv a while .
went to play rewujie with baby . Baby become more & more pro lerhs !
keep win me ; as ad inside i asked baby whether wans go where or i slack ad his hus .
baby said stay ad hme , i thought he means stay ad his hme slack like that .
dhen i went to get ready .
get ready faster as normal day , cabby down & i message baby to told him .
baby asked me where am i going & why not i stay ad hme .
i was totally blur lor ..
i thought he calling me go his hus ?
ended up baby means was both stay ad own hus .
dhen no where go liaos lor . alone sit ad his hus downstair ,
baby called & spoke with a huge tone .
hais ! baby said some hurtful words maybe he didn't notice it .
i just say out a bit la ; like means i go his hus always give a sicking face .
because i feel sian & he see le don't like barhs .
this what baby spoke out something & make me feels that .
really hope to cry out .
even i know going his hus oftenly & whole day without going anywhere .
i'll feel bored . i do admit okays baby ?
BUD as long , you know as long i get to see you .
how bored or sian i don't mind .
as like same to you , you working .
no matter how tired you are , you missed me & wanted to see me
you still will come & meet me even it's just a hr or more .
went to his hus ; know he was angry .
as looking his face & reaction .
he went to bath as i stay in living room chatting with meijiao in phone ;
he came out . i was so happy , thought he will come & talk to me .
ended up walk pass the sofa & went in the room .
was feeling so down .
he all the way don't care me until his mummy came back .
hais ! meijiao & lynn keep wans me go down 491 meet them
to have dinner . BUD i don't feel hungry ad first .
meijiao keep said i not steady so no choice i go lo .
baby went with me . i know he no mood , a bit scare of toking to him
scare he more angry if i say wrong words .
so all the way , i neither keep silent or ask stupid qn .
akl waited ad baby's hus dwnstair , while climbing stairs dwn .
LYNN's reaction was big to see me .
make me so shocked & keep on looking ad her .
& fall ! OH MY GOD ! so no face .
first time fall in front of baby . PAINFUL lor ..
BUD no tears will drip . because i must be strong .
BUD so long never fall down le really feel quite painful .
seeing meijiao & lynn eat . heading back to baby's hus ;
baby & i went back to 496 buy dinner . baby having slightly flu ;
so baby & i walked pass herbal shop i brought liang cha fer baby .
back to his hus have our dinner , a while later cabby back hme .
today without goodbye kiss again , hais !
know he was neither angry or not in the mood .
baby , you can say anything to me just don't say you are letting me go !
i need you & i love you that deep in my heart .
3 more days my dear ! let's us be sweet hao ma ?
Labels: JOCELYN said : "3 MORE DAYS "
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
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