Friday, May 30, 2008 10:57:00 PM
Today
call me wake up cos very late le ; must get ready to go ah john's chu sua .very tired cos ytd play with baby rewujie until 2am plus . as i wake up go bath & do things ; JINGREN call me ask whether i ad where . & i said i still ad hme & he said he otw . wen i reach there my god ! it's was full of ppl , almost like 100+ plus to 200 ppl ; as we chu sua .walking & walking . Two butterflies fly passed beside me , i knows it was ah john . frm 422 jurong sai there to after jurong ployclinc then we went up bus . there was four buses ; even four buses there are still got ppl needed to stand .heading to mandai to burn ah john !
when we reached there ; there was full of us . we went to hall ; as the fa shi talk talk dhen we pray one last time . we went to hall 2 which we cant really see ah john get burn . we likes on second floor & everyone standing row by row seeing down through the glass down to first floor . & de fa shi wanted us to shout " AH JOHN ! AH JOHN ! AH JOHN !" . ad this time , i crys !
NO ONE WANS HYM LEAVE ! ! !
& poor thing was his sister . the closest sister , she shouted " AH JOHN ! AH JOHN ! 有没有听到姐姐叫你!! & fainted ! everyone shout his name with unletting go
; as we open our eyes seeing the machine push his coffin in & burned & out with nothing anymore ! JOHN WAS REALLY GONE THIS TIME ! NO MORE HYM ; HE NO LONGER BELONG HERE . sigh !
tears dripped dwn , i believe we'll rember hym forever !
everyone went out , some still crying , someone light up a crigg & smk some went to toilet . as meijiao , meihua & me went to toilet . took de bus back to woodland , a place which no one wanted to go naw . it's all abt ah john .we took some photo ;


will be rember you .

we'll still smile , john RIP !
meihua & i went to take MRT to novena ; meijiao went to take bus bck to jroung sai meet stead . when to novena ; waited meihua go skin centre went to bugis meet baby's bro . cos he wanna buy tapped & went to interview . will be start working ad sunday le .baby sae will come dwn find me
. brought some food frm there bck hme . as we took mrt back ; baby sae wanna put ang kong to cover the stupid name as i sae i wanna see . & baby promised okays . naw waiting fer baby cook & eat hao jiu play with baby rewujie ! i WANS win hym !
dunchk let hym knows i wans win , ip nort baby sure let me win .i love you , dear ! i know , you could give up everything just for me .today i asked baby "ip one day i was in comma & dear went to church to pray & hoping i could awake bud jesus asked hym could he willing to become 3yrs butterfly & i could wake up . will you dear ?" sho touched dhat he repiled ; " become shit also no prob..i say le i wil do anything for you even if shorten mi life for 5 or 10 years im willing too.."
dear , i'm sho touched ! & i'm happy to have you ! 2 mre weeks , was our BIG DAY again ! our THIRD MTHS together ! hope we keep on courting till days & mths & years !