& baby ask what the spram wrote as i told hym ;
call me wake up cos very late le ; must get ready to go ah john's chu sua .very tired cos ytd play with baby rewujie until 2am plus . as i wake up go bath & do things ; JINGREN call me ask whether i ad where . & i said i still ad hme & he said he otw . wen i reach there my god ! it's was full of ppl , almost like 100+ plus to 200 ppl ; as we chu sua .walking & walking . Two butterflies fly passed beside me , i knows it was ah john . frm 422 jurong sai there to after jurong ployclinc then we went up bus . there was four buses ; even four buses there are still got ppl needed to stand .heading to mandai to burn ah john ! when we reached there ; there was full of us . we went to hall ; as the fa shi talk talk dhen we pray one last time . we went to hall 2 which we cant really see ah john get burn . we likes on second floor & everyone standing row by row seeing down through the glass down to first floor . & de fa shi wanted us to shout " AH JOHN ! AH JOHN ! AH JOHN !" . ad this time , i crys ! 
NO ONE WANS HYM LEAVE ! ! ! 
; as we open our eyes seeing the machine push his coffin in & burned & out with nothing anymore ! JOHN WAS REALLY GONE THIS TIME ! NO MORE HYM ; HE NO LONGER BELONG HERE . sigh ! 
. brought some food frm there bck hme . as we took mrt back ; baby sae wanna put ang kong to cover the stupid name as i sae i wanna see . & baby promised okays . naw waiting fer baby cook & eat hao jiu play with baby rewujie ! i WANS win hym ! 
dunchk let hym knows i wans win , ip nort baby sure let me win .i love you , dear ! i know , you could give up everything just for me .today i asked baby "ip one day i was in comma & dear went to church to pray & hoping i could awake bud jesus asked hym could he willing to become 3yrs butterfly & i could wake up . will you dear ?" sho touched dhat he repiled ; " become shit also no prob..i say le i wil do anything for you even if shorten mi life for 5 or 10 years im willing too.." 
dear , i'm sho touched ! & i'm happy to have you ! 2 mre weeks , was our BIG DAY again ! our THIRD MTHS together ! hope we keep on courting till days & mths & years !
baby & his bro send me home & put my things , dhen took 106 frm my hus here to orchard to find his mummy & ah yi . went to bebe shop with his mummy ; MY GOD ! sho sho many nice shirts , i like it alot siaks . auntie & me went to try on the shirt . bud quite expensive , sho just only brought one fer myself first . it aredy cost me $71.10 ! scary right ? will be buy more soon ! cos tmr going interview fer job & earn money . went to far east after that ; baby bring me to long john to have our dinner while we waiting fer his mummy to come find us . shop aroud , my legs feels sho painful due to my high heel ! REGERTS of wearing that lorhs . ended up his mummy not coming as we went back to taka to find them . baby bring me to place , to sit down cos i really cant tahan le . really enjoy this 3 days being with hym ; the times i do treasure alots . & took photo this few days . 
& our third mths celebration will be postphone cos baby will be working & maybe me will be working too . sho postphone on 16th ! BUD ish alright , i love hym ! tmr going ah john chu sua dhen pei meihua go NSC dhen interview , will be busy ! i'll be missing my dear ! 
those spammers ! KPO ! FUCK OFF LA !
& he came back , he went back to slp aqain . dunchk know which FUCKER keep cor baby ; wake me up alots of times . as i still carry on sleeping until 12plus ; dhen he keep wanna wake me up to eat my breakfast . i was like rot lo ! keep dunchk wanna wake up , as i listen to hym . i went to brush my teeth & wash my face . ad his kitches , sitting on dinner table to eat . after eating , we will so bored man ! baby saw me having a sad face he try to make me smile & ask whether i wanna go where . BUD no where to go , as i went online play rewujie with meihua actually as she in 
told me she wanna play too ended up i called her , she said she offline le so i play with kelvin & dhen my join us . they kee bully me ! keep wanna play fast song as i dunchk really know how to play lo , i just start playing 3days aqo . BUD my baby was so good , he helped me play wen i cant tahan anymre . play & play make me feel so tired , & baby went to play a funny game . i see hym keep hit things & ppl to get cash i almost fallen aslp . as i went back to bed aqain , he afetr the game come disturb me . & we rested a while . i was so sot lorhs ; whole day ad his hus . & his mummy hungry aredy , wans hym qo help her buy dinner , baby keep ask me whether wans eat , he was like so worry of m i hungry . BUD yes i am , BUD I WANNA GO OUT OF THIS ROOF ! he went dwn with his bro buy food fer their mummy & i went to bath first . after bath , i went to make up first . around 9pm ; baby & i heading to jurong point to have my dinner . went to kopitiam ; almost all stalls closed , went to banquet asho de same . sho baby brought me to 24hour coffeshop eat , YUMMY ! finally cans eat my dinner . baby , was so cute ! he sae i m eating & he nbr eat a bit wired . sho he went to buy food fer himself , after eat he wan to smoke as i ask hym whether this will be how many sticks . he sae 5th , sho i sae ok . wen he smk i use my photo to take 
. i wanted to go arcade , BUD sadily it's aredy closed . as no choice we went back hme aqain . tmr morning will be going orchard with his mummy , bro & us . 
go SHOPPING ! 
the dye was sho smelly !
ad least she have de heart .
angry lo ! SO CARING BABY ! 
naw using his com to post this , after i washed my make up & bath . later going watch show . 
JJ& Junior ~ our babyboy
BAOBEI ,JOANNEWEE LOVELY ,JOYCELINECHOONG FUNNY ,PEILING BLUR ,LYNN BRO ,WAYNE FYQA HEEDY
